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VI. Upcoming Problem

               I get inside the bathroom, taking off my sweaty shirt full of dirtiness that rubbing on me. The bad memories of unwanted things that happened on this day are painted clear on the surface. My face, all are dead tired since today is nothing more than a garbage, a day where everything should be thrown away. That shirt, also need to be washed, since it will be used again, and also many things really should be cleaned too.

               Then as per usual, I use the cold water for my shower. It was so hot outside, I won't even consider to use the choice of warm water that is exists. But the bathroom surely warm enough, I guess someone was using it minutes ago. The smell suggest that of course it really is obvious, who else in this house anyway. But warm water, whoever done that they are totally mad. Warm water and summer do not mix for me, I do not know the other people, but that is a big no for me.

               Then I just proceed with my shower, until I sense a scent that is seems unfamiliar with anyone that belongs in this family. The scent is different. I don't really have a nose that could compared to a dog's when it comes to sense some scent. But for this, I really am sure that this smell is not belong to anyone in the house.

               "Probably her friend visited her, whatever then" and I just continue my shower without even being disturbed by that. 

               As I then finished my shower session, I go to my own room. I walk not quite fast, but with the pace that is slightly faster than anyone. After I come to my own room, but of course I open the door and get inside as quick as I usually do. But when I turn my body back with a rotation of one hundred and eighty degrees, one shocking thing happened in front of me. A girl, I guess on the age of my sister is standing in front of me, wearing a t shirt and a pants that is used by many girls these days, a short one that exposed their legs to the eyes of the male.

               "In the name of god, what the bloody hell are you doing here?" as I raise my sound towards her. I am angry as because I don't like anyone is entering my room without any permission from me.

               "And what are you doing here, you are her big brother, right?" she said

               "I do, and this is my room, why do you even ask me what am I doing here. I should be the one that ask you the question. Now get out"

               "Alright.. alright.. don't need to raise the sound"

               "What is the matter?", with a lazy sound, my sister asks that question from outside of my door. Then her friend open the door. She just then get out, but then stopped by my sister.

               "What is the meaning of this?" I asked her.

               "Like what it seems, she is there, can't she?"

               'she can't"

"Oh, whatever then. This is why you, my big brother, can't find a girlfriend at all. I mean look at her, don't you think she is good?"

               "I don't care, now get out" as I then yell at them to imply that I am being serious. I don't like that my sanctuary is entered by just anyone. I mean, there are a lot of sacred items that I just don't want anybody else to touch or change it from its original place.

               Well, that is me then. I don't really like how people trying to mess up what I have done with my life. I know that is egoist, but then what is going to be left for me if I am not being myself? As a human being, I have the responsibility to keep it alive, to keep it real that I am different. Being a bear, that is not a problem, but then I am just unable to be friendly and lying to myself. I want to be honest to myself, and that is why it is me that is trying not to lie to another person as well.