multi fandom imagines

anxiety - matt

tw: mentions of a lot of anxiety+ anxiety attack
also i feel like this is more of a nick and matt brother love than a y/n and matt. hope that's fine.

matt pov: i had to drive a lot today. i already hate driving but i'm literally the only one with a drivers license which sucks. i was already feeling pretty stressed out today but i needed to do it. we all get in the car and y/n was actually with us so it made me feel a lot better. "ok first we have to go to the mall" chris says on his phone. then that feeling came up already. the feeling of my stomach turning and heart beating, a million thoughts in my head.

y/n pov:
chris says we first had to go the mall we were all waiting for matt to start driving. i look over at him and see he's zoned out and his leg is bouncing. i shook him a little snapping him out of it. "huh" matt says look oblivious. "sweetheart we gotta go to the mall" nick said from behind him putting one hand in his hair. "oh yeah ok" matt said beginning to drive. we were all jamming out to chris's playlist on full volume singing our hearts out.

matt pov:
there was so much noise. everyone was singing everyone was jumping in there seats with loud music playing. we were at a red light and i've had enough i felt like my head was going to explode. i turn the volume all the way down and. "CAN U GUYS SHUT UP FOR 10 MORE MINUTES WERE ALMOST THERE" i say instantly feeling bad. it all went silent immediately. "matty" nick says from behind scooting so i can see him. "what" i say annoyed. "what's up" nick says sweetly. "matt r u ok" chris asked too. i just looked at y/n and then them. "i'm fine im just stressed out sorry" i say. "there's more to it what's wrong sweetheart" nick asked massaging my shoulder. i was looking down and then heard honking. it was a green light. "shit" i say speeding forward making them jumó forward  a little.  "sorry" i say. it was still silent. i could tell they knew something was wrong. they just stayed on there phones including y/n.

y/n pov:
i knew he was stressed out at this point. really stressed out. it was just weird he wasn't saying why. i instantly texted nick privately.

me:
he's anxious

nick: yeah he is, should we tell him to pull over?

me: i'm not sure i mean so far he's just yelled at us

nick: yeah true

i look up and see matt just looking at the rode with now music playing but very low.

matt pov:
shit i started to feel my heart racing alot now. and claustrophobic. i've never felt claustrophobic, why am i feeling like that rn. now i'm freaking out. i could feel them staring at me probably thinking i'm crazy. i hear muffled voices trying to talk to me. i just felt like i was losing air now too i put my hazard lights on and started to park on the side of the rode. unbuckling my seatbelt and jumping out the car. i still couldn't breath. i felt hands on my sides i looked up and saw nick bringing me more to the side of the rode. everything felt like it was in slow motion. i saw chris and y/n panicked while nick was trying to calm them. "sweetheart breath with me" nick says inhaling and exhaling. i started to follow. breathing in and out slowly. "matt can u hear me?" nick asked patiently. i was starting at his eyes trying to get a word out and i couldn't. i felt tears coming out my eyes. i saw nick frown and wipe them off my cheeks. "matt take ur time" nick said rubbing my back. "it's ok" nick said. i shifted and hugged him i realized my breathing has calmed down. "shh matt it's ok we're here" he said rubbing my back and hugging me.  after a little i released from the hug and looked    at y/n. i went towards her and hugged her so tightly. "it's ok baby i'm here too, we're all here. let it out" she said in the most soothing voice. "thank u" i said whispering. my head was in the crook of her neck. she was stroking my hair back and she let go. she wiped off stained tears and pushed my hair back gently. "how r u feeling" she asked her hands resting on my sides. i sighed. "a lot better, is it fine if we head to the parking lot" i asked looking and nick and chris.  "i was just abt to suggest that matty" chris said going to hug him. i went and hugged him aswell. and then we all got into the car. nick was  in the front this time and y/n in the back with chris. we played some of nicks music while going to our place where we usually film videos. and to order some mcdonald's. "i'll order matt" nick said. he rolled down the window ordering for all of us and i drove up getting our order and going to our parking lot. i parked and finally felt even more relaxed. "i'm sorry guys" i say looking down. everyone was giving there orders to  each other. "for what matty, u were stressed out that's not ur fault" chris said. i just looked down. "matt ur ok to feel stressed out and anxious whenever u do feel like that and it's really bad tell us ok? so we don't force u to take us where we want" nick says lifting my head up. later we all talked everyone comforting me. i've never felt so loved. i got home and we all slept over in chris's room. me and y/n we're on the bed her cuddling me. "i love u matty" she said kissing my cheek then my other cheek then my nose then my forehead and then lips. i kissed back smiling so hard. "thank u for being there for me" i say. we all cuddled up on chris bed and watched a movie. "i love y/n and ofc my brothers i don't know what to do with our them in those  situations.

authors note: just saying i have some more imagines coming up. i cant believe the triplets are 19!! i cant wait for this weeks first videos of them being 19❤️also i'm starting school again next week 😀 so if i start not to post as much it's bc of that but i'll still keep this imagines going!!❤️ and if ur ever struggling with anxiety never be afraid to talk to someone. and if not write how u feel down that day or week or month. u are loved and appreciated ❤️❤️