multi fandom imagines

nightmare-chris

TW: being alone.

y/n pov:
i was sleeping in my room with chris.i woke up like around 2 to grab a cup of  water and came back. i couldn't go back to sleep so i just sat on my phone beside chris. while i sat there i felt some movement beside me looked over and  chris was facing the other way so i couldn't really tell if he was awake. i brushed it off and then i felt more movement i love over and then chris is gripping the blankets and moving around. "omg chris" i say in a whisper yell.  i was trying to shake him awake and then he shot up. he had tears rolling down his cheeks "baby.." i say worried. he was looking at me and then straight down. he started to cry. "come here" i say while he scoots toward me to hug him. we sat there for like 30 minutes and i was hugging him tight while he sobbed in the crook of my neck. i was rubbing his back trying to comfort him. it hurt me so much seeing him like this. i've seen chris cry before but never sob. "shh baby it's ok i'm right here" i kept saying softly. i pecked kisses on the side of his cheeks while stoking his hair. i hear him calm down but still sniffling. i grab my water from the nightstand and tapped his back a little he looked up. it broke my heart, his eyes were so droopy and puffy. "drink some water sweetheart" i say passing it to him. he drinks it and i lay down so i can cuddle him. he follows snuggling into me like a baby. "baby.. no pressure ok at all but when u feel comfortable u can tell me what u dreamt abt ok.. whatever it is i'm right here" i say rubbing his back. he looks up at me and then down. "i'm sorry" he says so quietly. i just gave him a look. "i'm sorry i just have been so stressed my back hurts all the time it literally hurts to fucking eat. and this dream really just hit the last straw. i mean it showed everyone around me leave me i was... alone. i was so so alone i felt my heart aching for someone you, nick, matt, my mom, justin anyone. but they all left me. he says sniffing again. "honey no , nobody is going to leave u ever ok. we're always all here for u most of all nick and matt. we love u so so much so much like its crazy. and baby why didn't u say u have been struggling with stress like that to me.  i'm here for u always. ok always your not a bargain to me" i say holding him tight while head was in my neck. i felt a tear come down onto my collarbone. i frowned again. "baby?" i questioned and then he lifted his head up. he was smiling. "i love u" he says. "i love u more" i say. he pecks my lips and lays his head back down. "im so-" he begins. "enough im sorrys u did nothing wrong ok"i say. "well.. i didn't tell u abt the back thing bc it was just really hard u were busy with work and i didn't want u to worry every time i ate." he says. "how r u feeling now with ur back" i ask rubbing it.  "better" he says. "what if i massage it hm? will that help" i asked. "mhm" he says. i can tell he was getting tired. after all that it was so draining for him. he laid down comfy and i sat on top of him giving him the massage i bet he needed. "how u feeling" i ask. "100x better" he says. abt like 30 minutes later i lay down next to him hugging him. "i love u baby and i'm always going to be here for u" i say kissing his cheek. i layed down on my side and he flipped over cuddling me.  "thank u" he said so softly ( LIKE THAT VIDEO IF YK YK) i smiled. i'm so thankful to have him. we ended the night like that.