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💗💗 hope this was ok!
tw: mentions of throw up and anxiety attacks
y/n pov: (refreshing some events)
"y/n what do we do?!?" chris panicked. "let's take him outside" i say holding on to matt. nick held his other side. we took him outside from the party. "i don't feel so good" matt slurred. he leaned down to the grass and threw up. "oh shit" nick said looking away. "i leaned down and rubbed his back. he finished and sat down away from it. "we gotta get to the car sweetheart ok, you'll feel better at home" i say helping him up. he nodded and we got to the car.
i started to notice he was looking a little better. "how r u feeling" i asked as his head was on mt shoulder. "ok" he said. "i can't believe that just happened" nick said driving. "same" both chris and me say. we got home and we took matt to his room. "i think im ok?" matt said questioning himself he sat on the bed and layed down. i sat next to him. "do u feel nauseous, or like if drugged still?" i asked. "i think i'm ok, i'm just tired" he said rubbing his eyes. "ok u can get changed and i'll go get u some water" i say. he agreed and i went and grabbed water and came back. he was ready for bed and was already cuddled up to go to bed. "matty, u ok" chris said walking in w nick. "i'm fine now" matt said and gave them a soft smile. "i love u" nick said. "love u too bro" nick said. chris rubbed matt's shoulder and they left the room. "i love ur brothers there so caring" i say getting in bed beside him. "i love them too" he smiled.
-few days later from the event-
i've been with matt these past few days. he's ok now but idk abt mentally. he's always had anxiety. but it's been the worst i've ever seen it. he's started to have anxiety attacks lately. but i mean on a daily.
he hasn't had it yet today but he's just so anxious and won't really talk to anyone. he writes it down in his notebook which is good, but he can't do this alone either. we were sat on the couch watching a show with chris and nick. matt's leg was bouncing up and down. i looked over and gently put my hand on his leg to stop it. " u ok" i whispered. "mhm" he said looking back at the screen. i understand that after the events that has happened to him a few days ago he'd need space. i gave him space. but it seemed to make it a little worse. his anxiety was bad. but he didn't want to tell anyone yet everyone noticed around him. his leg started to shake again. "dude u ok?" chris asked. "i'm fine!" matt said getting up and storming off. he put his hands in his hoodie pocket. "shit" i say. i got up and waited a little and went upstairs. i knew he was having an attack.
"matt" i called out for. nothing. i called up nick n chris up since they've dealed w matt's anxiety attacks before and knows how to handle it right away. i've only done it a few times.
i walked in his room and he was on his bed his head in his hands. i quickly sat next to him and he noticed and instantly fell into my arms. "it's ok matty i need u to breath for me" i say rubbing his back. nick walked in with chris. they sat on the floor infront of us while we were on the bed. "matt look at me" nick said calmly. matt lifted his head from his hands. and looked at nick. tears rolling down his cheeks. "honey breath in.. and then out" nick said doing it to show him. matt catched on his breathing slowed down. he was still shaking tho.
"i-i need water" matt said. "i'll get it" chris said. he came back with water and handed it to matt. matt drinked it and nick grabbed it to hold it. "im s-sorry i've been so distant or rude" he said trying to calm his shaking down. "don't think abt that rn" i say rubbing his back. "matty that doesn't matter rn we just want to focus on u" chris said. i felt matt's shaking calm down. he stood up and drinked more water. he went to hug chris. "thank u guys" matt said and then hugging nick. "u can talk to us sweetheart" nick said rubbing matt's back. he then hugged me. "thank u" he said softly. he dug his head into my neck. "we love u so much matty will always be here" i say kissing the top of his head.
nick and chris stayed for awhile we talked to matt and he explained how his anxiety has been worse and he's been stressed over everything. and. that he's still in shock. afterwards we i cuddled him and we kept talking. "u can always talk to me,especially when ur hurting" i say playing with his hair. he nodded and closed his eyes. "i'm so thankful for u guys" he said kissing me. "i love u" i say. "i love u" he said laying his head back on my chest.
