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ty!!💗💗 here's ur request!!
y/n pov : me and matt has been preparing to not be w eachother for 2 weeks. u may think that's nothing but to matt it's something. and i won't lie i'm also pretty bummed out too. matt has really bad separation anxiety with me and his brothers. it could be because we're always together. but either way i knew this this wasn't going to be the best 2 weeks. matt was driving me to the airport. i had to go for a family event that was happening.
"u ok honey" i asked rubbing his shoulder. "i'm fine, i'm just going to miss u a lot" he said sniffling. that literally broke my heart. he parked the car at the busy airport. he looked at me and frowned. we got our the car and he took my suitcase out and backpack. i set it beside me and he instantly hugged me. i hugged him back as well. "i'll facetime or text as soon as i get there. i'll have to wait for the plane to so i'll text u ok" i say kissing his cheek. he said in between kisses "i-*kiss* love*kiss* u *kiss*". i put my hands on and his cheeks and bring him in for one last kiss. "i love u more, i'll see u soon" i say smiling. he waved bye and i started to walk in the airport.
-5 days later-
nicks pov: so.. i knew that matt had seperation anxiety with me chris and y/n but with y/n it's diffrent. he gets so moody. but like idek what type of moody this is. he's emotional all the time. i feel bad for the poor kid. with me and chris hes just very anxious all the time which i can get. i was in my room and decided to go check up on him bc i have no idea if he's even alive. before i decide to even get up i get a call. i check and it's matt. wow i was just going to go see him. i pick up. "hello?" i say. "can- u pleasw- c-come to the room" he said in between breaths. i hang up and run to the room. i knew he was having an attack. i run in and see him on the bed shaking. "matty.." i say frowning. he was struggling to breath. "ok matt i need u to breath with me ok" i say rubbing his back. he looks at me in fear. "ready inhale" i say inhaling. "and exhale" i say exhaling. he struggles to do so a the first few times but then gets the hang of it. he stopped shaking and he was still breathing a little fast but he was ok now. he leans onto my shoulder and and i hug him from the side. i hear someone come upstairs and it's chris. "i'm home!!" he says giggling. he walked into matt's room and his happy face quickly went to worried. "shit, what happened" he said sittinf next to matt. "he had a panic attack or an anxiety attack" i say rubbing his shoulder. "shit matty" chris said frowning.
matt's pov: i'm such a baby. i couldn't speak for what felt like forever until i could call nick. he came and calmed me down. chris came in later aswell i felt like such a baby. "i'm sorry" i say quietly. "for what sweetheart?" nick says. "i'm such a baby" i say feeling tears roll down. "what?!"chris said a little upset by that. me and nick look at him. "matty ur just sad y/ns gone,and that's ok" chris said pulling me into a hug. i hug him back.
-1 week and 5 days-
matt pov: me and y/n has texted a little but not as much. she was always busy and couldn't text. i saw her socials and she posted pics at the beach. she looked beautiful. i just wished i was with her. i hated being so clingy to her. but i felt so bland with out her. it was around 11:30ish and i got a face time call. y/n was calling. i had to hide my face a little since it's been puffy for days now. "hey baby!" she said happy. "hi babe" i say trying to sound as happy as possible. i've just been telling her that i'm doing fine w my brother yet it's the complete opposite. "how's everything" she asked. "everything's fine, hoes everything there?" i ask. "everything good, have u seen my post?" she asked. "yeah i have u look beautiful" i say smiling. "baby can i see ur face, i only see ur hair" she said frowning. "it's dark anyway tho u won't be able to see me" i say trying to make an excuse. "oh ok, i gotta go we're going out for dinner" she said. after that we said our goodbyes and ended the call. she comes back in a couple days.
y/n pov: it was the last day of the trip and i finally was going home.
nick and chris picked me up to surprise matt. i get to the house and we head to matt's room. i knock on his door. "who is if?" he asked. "oh idk y/n?" i say giggling. i hear shuffling and the door swings open. matt hugs me so hard that my legs came up from the air. i wrapped my legs around his torso and he swung us around. "BABEEEE" he said kissing me. "couples these days" chris said sarcastically and left. "i'm going to go be single in my room" nick said closing the door.
"i missed u so much " matt said flopping us on the bed. "i missed u more" i say. matt doesn't know that nicks kept me posted these last weeks. i knew matt wouldn't tell me bc he didnr want me feeling bad or was ashamed. but i didn't care. i thought it was cute but well not in the parts he broke down. i felt bad for him. he cuddles into me and layed his head on my chest. "i know" i say playing w his hair. his head shifted to look at me and gave me and confused look. "ik u we're not ok, but it's ok i'm here and i'm sorry abt the other day" i say kissing the top of his head. he stayed quiet and then said "sorry i didn't tell u i felt like i was being a big baby". "ur not a big baby for showing ur feelings. plus it was stressful for u and that's ok" i say smiling. "can we sleep i'm so tired" he said. i nodded my head. on ft i could tell he has a puffy face and he's barely got sleep. this may be the first time he's gotten sleep. i went on my phone for a little and then heard little soft snores.
