Harry Potter and the missing family

Chapter 16 | flashback 2

Year 5
Occlumency

Harry finished his lesson with snape , he had a terrible pain on his forehead as usual and his knees too were hurting him badly so he decided to sit on a stair outside , he was exhausted that he couldn't made it to the castle .

He remembered that he has a chocolate bar he took it before going to umbridge detention cause he haven't had his lunch already . He picked up the chocolate from his pocket and tried to force himself to eat it cause he looked extremely pale and dizzy.

He putted a piece of it into his mouth and it started to melt , then he looked to the Quidditch pitch thinking about his worst memories , the memories that won't leave him til his death and his failure in learning the Occlumency something that will make Dumbledore feels disappointed and make Snape happier than ever cause he finally saw James Potter's son weak and broken , his memories were exposed to Snape all the time ...

But he was trying to do his best ... And was suffering under the hands of Snape every lesson . Hermione too would be disappointed , but she never knew what actually happens ... He doesn't think that if she knew that would change anything or gives him an excuse .

Suddenly he felt a tiny little thing was tapping on the top of his right shoulder , then he turned around his head and found a little boy (1st year student) , who was a bit tiny , had a light straight brown hair and bright blue eyes were sparkling in Harry's .

When he looked at him the boy said :"i do believe you , Voldemort is back and i am ready to say this in front of professor umbridge or even the minister of magic himself" , Harry asked him : "Gryffindor aren't you ? " The boy asnwered : "yes and proud "

Harry said : "you are very brave i see ... But don't let your bravery fool you ...like it did to me" the boy seemed confused , Harry continued " promise me to not say this in front of anyone... Ok?" The boy seemed worried and after a few seconds , he said : " i promise you Sir "

as he blincked then Harry gave him the rest of his chocolate cause he didn't want it anymore telling him :"can you take it please?" the boy took it thanking him and asked if he needs help , Harry told him to go back to his dormitory and don't walk around that late he might get a detention , and that he doesn't need any help .

The boy did so and after a while Harry too went back to the Gryffindor common room to make sure if Ron and Hermione are still awake hoping that Hermione would have gone to sleep cause he doesn't have any energy to talk to her or to see the disappointment on her face as usual .

He felt as though he wanted to scream very loud but no one could hear him , that might distract them . He must shut up his mouth , no one wants to see him or hear his voice he is being a sort of distraction to everyone .

He must be quiet til maybe one day ... everyone knows the truth , the truth that they refuse to believe it in order to live normaly . His stomach made a strange sound . He was hungry , but he must go to sleep it's becoming late maybe the pain would leave his scar for a moment .

He was a bit dizzy too , he had such a painful day . The boy's words never left his mind , it made him feel a bit better . People started to believe him , at least he is not completely insane currently . Although the boy won't say the truth in front of anyone but that's better for him , why a little boy should have his hand sliced open every night? What have he done? Definitely that old hag won't leave him .

She will take every bit of happiness inside him , he will be thrown away . For nothing , only because he believes the fool Harry Potter .