We continue making our way to Terrasen I start to feel extremely tired. I try to not let it show but my eyes start to get heavy and I have to fight to keep them open.
"Aelin you're not ok and don't try to lie to me...what is wrong?" Rowan asks from beside me.
"Nothings wrong, Rowan!" I lie.
I hate lying to him so much.
"Aelin quit lying to me. I know somethings wrong so just make it easier on both of us and tell me what is wrong!" Rowan demands.
"Now is NOT the time, Rowan!" I tell him; emphasizing on not.
"Aelin if something is wrong with you then now is the time to tell me!" Rowan says.
"Rowan please I don't want to discuss it right now!" I say.
"Then when Aelin?!" He asks.
"After this war is over!!" I scream at him.
I feel everyone look at me and Rowan but I don't care.
I can't bring myself to tell my mate that I am bearing his child inside of me at least not right now.
Sure I've thought about doing it but every time I bring myself to tell him the thought of the up coming war stops me.
I don't want him keeping me from the fight. I have to be there.
"Aelin please tell me what is wrong with you," Rowan starts begging.
I sigh.
"I can't right now, Rowan," I reply.
The look on his face breaks me.
"I'll tell you when this war is over," I promise him.
He sighs; frustrated.
Me and Rowan don't talk anymore after that.
Sorry for the short chapter but the next chapter will be better and there will be two different POV's in the next chapter!! Any guesses??
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The Princess
FanficDURING THE WAR IN KINGDOM OF ASH!! I have changed a few things up. *** Aelin finds out that she is pregnant and part of her is happy but another part of her, a larger part of her, is scared and worried because of the war. She knows that if she tell...