Jessie used to live in a messy and choas environment. Her mother was bias. She loved Rudee more. She had lots of expectation from him. She always favour him. And totally different behaviour with Jessie. She always missed a kind of love and attachment from parents. This was probably most supportive part of life. This all kept Jessie in a continuous tensed mood. Apart from being with Ami, she lived like this.
It was weird to know about the kind of routine Jessie followed. Her day start round about 6:00 am, first thing was to get set to school, after school a part time job at the toy shop, there after from 9:00 pm to 12:00 am she work at pizza delivery person, thereafter when she headed back home she was superb tired. But something must be there which continuously motivated her to do all sort of things without tiring, when she was superb tired after bath she went to terrace or balcony and start studing, the view of open sky, stars, moon, moving clouds, blowing and rattling wind comfort her, make her feel that the world belongs to her, she owe it, she was the queen of this whole worldly empire and was so powerful that no one whether sky, stars or wind dare to complain.
A new way of pampering one self, without offering no worldly materialistic things. At that time, peace was surrounded all over, she love being herself. She study upto 3 or 3: 30 and after praying go to bed. She never forget to thanked God. After sleep again the next day begin....... She as a human also felt tired, wanted to relax, enjoy but she had sacrifice all. That's why Jessie was only one of her kind. Superb nice person.....
Ami always scold Jessie not to force herself towards such a tough routine, some day you will collapsed. To this Jessie always end up in laughing, and answered you were absolutely right, I was doing this just to collapsed and die but didn't know why God was not accepting me.. Strange and her eyes became cloudy..... So this was kind of person Jessie was.
