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I started watching Another Life on Netflix. I like it. Am on season 2 ep 1 rn
I feel bad for the alien bat and that AI :(
They should have taken them with them.
Getting stressed bc of stage.
I wanna go with natma to that hotel that she had her last stage on. If that doesn't work out ill call edwin to ask if i can do stage at his bakery again.
I liked working there but im so fucking stressing over calling him. What should i say if i do call him. What if i can't do stage there anymore. I dont wanna make a fool out of myself by saying something wrong.
Im also stressed bout the hotel. Do i need to reach out or will natma do that and we go together for stage? It would definitely make me more calm if we go together but that makes our chances lower.
Also need to buy a suit for the hotel. Tho i do get full money back if its still in tip top shape if i return it. So that doesn't worry me much cuz I'm careful with my clothing.
I wish i had a build in social extrovert in my brain. So i can just switch it on when i need it.
Sadly its not how the world works. Unless i get multiple personality disorder which i do not wanna get ever. While it seems not that bad, if i get stuck with someone bad af I'll have to deal with them for the rest of my life.
I wanna forget about this for atleast my vacation broooo why can't i do that.
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