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Went to work
Bought cake pop
We went to burger king but the moment i could go to the cashier to order my anxiety or whatever went through the roof and i backed out
Natma told me not to be a pussy and all. Normally that would motivate someone into doing something but with me it doesn't really work like that
Sometimes it does but most of the time it makes me back off even more
So i didnt get anything
Also immediately lost my appetite anyways
Bus fell out
Lady talked to us about the bus
A homeless person walked up to me and asked for change but i honestly didnt have anything other than the 20 euro paper which i keep for emergencies.
Natma mentioned he could have been a faker. But i mean how we know that. He dug up trash and had a lot of bags with dirty clothing and all
Looked legit i think
Idk i just told him 'im sorry i dont have anything on me right noe'
Hope that didnt sound too rude or sum cuz i was half distracted by mc
Played mc
Played genshin
I just realized that we technically are finished with work tomorrow and not after tomorrow
Uh not sure if anyone remembers but i dont want any drama so ill just wont say anything
If we end up doing one more day then it wont hurt
Also it kinda feels wrong not to finish the week
I mean we told everyone that were here for the entire week but not really
So instead of dealing with the drama. Id prefer to finish the entire week and say my goodbyes.
If edwin says anything about it then ill go with it but if not ill just stay quiet
Srry natma. But at the same time if you noticed this then we wouldn't work more cuz you'll mention it
I dont feel like making things more complicated and honestly im pretty sure im just too paranoid for no reason to do stuff
Its annoying kinda how this happens. Pretty often too
But i just cant open my mouth about it. Sometimes i do and that ends with a lot of extra work or some drama which i dont want so ill just do nothing
I feel like thats the easiest way
I dont feel comfortable enough to do stuff like that
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