Selfless, but Alone (Tommyinnit Oneshots)

Quiet

A/N Part two to Let you down

tw: Swearing

Tommy slowly stood up from his seat. He kept his eyes glued to the floor as he grabbed his guitar and exited the stage. As soon as his foot left the bottom step, he went flying off into the distance, feet pounding with every step.

As the audience watched the broken teenager run, Ranboo, Niki, Captain Puffy, and Eret stood up and took off after him. Dream, Sam, and Sapnap, however, turned around towards the SBI.

"What?" Technoblade spoke first. "What?" Dream mocked, "You know exactly why we're pissed!" Wilbur became enraged. "Us? You literally manipulated and abused him!" Dream laughed darkly, "You're one to talk, you manipulated and abused him too! He was your brother! Plus I at least wasn't the one doing it out of my own will! I got rid of the stupid mask Nightmare was using to control me. And I apologized!" Which, in fact, was all true. With that said, Sam turned to Philza and Technoblade, "And you two! Don't even get me started on the shit you've pulled! You fucking left him! At age 6! With this shitty asshole too!" Pointing at Wilbur.

With this, Sapnap turned to Tubbo, "You. You left him! You exiled him. You laughed at his death. You are a bad friend." Now that sparked chaos, suddenly everybody was screaming.

*over with the group who went after Tommy*

When the comfort group found Tommy, he was sitting playing with rocks in a riverbed, his guitar sitting a few feet behind him.

As the group approached him, he turned. He smiled sadly, before turning back to his rock pile. Puffy sat next to him, she said, "Talk to us. It might help."

Tommy chuckled, it was a sad, wet, half laugh-half sob kind of laugh. 

He said, "Yeah, I'd rather be a lover than a fighter, all my life, I've been fighting. I've never felt a feeling of comfort. And all this time, I've been hiding. I never had someone to call my own. I'm so used to sharing." He paused.

"Love only left me alone, but I'm at one with the silence! I found peace in your violence! Don't show me, there's no point in trying! I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long!" His voice level lowered, "I'm in need of a savior, but I'm not asking for favors. My whole life, I've felt like a burden. I think too much, and I hate it. I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring. Loving never gave me a home, so I'll sit here in the silence." The whole group took a collective breath, waiting for what could only be more trauma from their youngest member. "I found peace in your violence. Can't show me, there's no point in trying. I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long and I've been silent for too long. " Slowly, Puffy approached him. Kneeling down beside the boy, she spoke softly, "I think you've been quiet for too long."

A/N NEW CHAPTER??!!! AFTER MONTHS OF PROMISING, I DID IT! I GOT MOTIVATION TO WRITE!! sorry it's kinda crappy. but double update today!! also the song i referenced  was 'silence' by marshmello