Selfless, but Alone (Tommyinnit Oneshots)

New Group

A/N this was written a while ago when I was experimenting with my writing style, so the style switches halfway through and that's why.

TW: Mentions of SH and an ED

Another day, another boring day of school. While walking through the halls trying to find my friends Tubbo and Ranboo, I saw them talking with some kids a grade or two above us. Who the hell were these guys?

Tubbo: Oh hey Tom.

Tommy: Hey Tubbo

Will: Who's this?

Ranboo: This is Tommy.

Techno: Halloo

Tommy: Hey. You guys are?

Niki: I'm Niki

Jack: Jack

Will: Will

Techno: Techno

Fundy: Fundy

Tommy: Y'all are seniors right?

Niki: Yup.

Ranboo: We ran into them yesterday at the park!

I wasn't invited to the park.

Tommy: Oh, cool.

The seven of them started talking and I just stood there, not knowing what to do. The bell then rang and I started walking to class without them.

Ranboo: Tommy! Wait up!

I stopped and turned around to see Ranboo and Tubbo running up to me.

Tubbo: You alright boss man?

Tommy: Fine.

Ranboo: If you say so.

We walked into English class and took our normal seats. The lesson started and it was boring as usual. Ranboo and Tubbo talked to each other for most of the lesson. I had my earbuds in and just listened to music while I did my work.

The bell rang for the next period and I packed my stuff, just putting it into my bag. Slowly but surely, I got through the class while Tubbo and Ranboo kept goofing off. They continuously pointed at me then started laughing. That didn't help my anxiety. When the bell rang for break, I just got up and ran to the library. I felt at peace in the library. No one bothers me. It was my safe space.

My next two periods were also with Tubbo and Ranboo. They spent the majority of the time just talking to each other. I just kept to myself. Like I always do when I'm with them.

The bell for lunch rang. I walked to the cafeteria with them. I saw Niki, Will, Techno, Fundy, and Jack sitting at a table.

Jack: Ranboo! Tubbo! Over here!

They walked over and sat down. I just stood at the entrance of the cafeteria. There wasn't room at their table. Nor was I really wanted there. I just went outside and sat in the grass.

...

This sort of thing continued for the next few days. Tubbo and Ranboo would only talk to each other in class. During break, I went to the library. Lunch came and I would just sit by myself outside and stare at the sky.

???: Simons!

I turned towards the voice. It was one of the popular seniors, waving me over? I picked up my bag and walked towards him and his four friends.

Tommy: Uh, Hi?

Dream: Hello, I'm Dream. Now sit.

Tommy: o-ok.