LOSING US || JENSOO

Storyline #20

(After three days)
*Lisa POV*

As, me and rose are passing by from streets to streets towards Subway after our classes ended, we are surrounded by a very awkward silence that felt like choking me! She didn't said anything since last time at Jisoo's house and so did i.....arghh why can't I make my big  mouth stop before saying nonsense!! She's literally really mad now as i can feel chilled air blowing around her!

"Let pump up your courage lisa!!",i self motivated myself and walked a bit faster to keep up with her pace and walk beside her.

"I'm sorry rose please say something!", I said to her as i looked at her.

".....(no replies)" from rose.

"Please rose! Don't give this silent treatment....i hate it!!", I said to which she stopped there and looked straight in my eyes.

"I will because I'm the scary one", she sarcastically thrown those words at my face and started to move again.

But i grabbed her hand and pulled her closer to me as our body pressed together and i can feel how my heart skipped it's pace and now beating like an idiot. I tightened my grip on her waist and holding her wrist a bit tightly but not enough to hurt her. She looked more surprised than i expected with her wide eyes and slightly opened lips! I'm directly looking in her eyes...those sparkling eyes are addictive!!

"You know that I didn't mean any of that and was just trying to losen up the environment", i said softly bringing my face closer to hers.

"Let's go of me!!...i don't want to hear any of your nonsense", she looked away and tried get out my hold which I found really cute so i loosen up a little but as soon as she wanted to get away from me, i again hold her tightly towards me.

"I'm sorry but i won't let you go until you forgive me !", I said to her and winked at her with a smile and she's still in shock.

"Get off me!!", She shouted at me and she's more angry now and i released her from my hold. After adjusting her position, she glared at me and said in an angry voice.

"What you think you were doing Lisa!!!"

"I'm just.....(silence).... I'm sorry!", I said in a low voice as i kept my head low.

"Sorry!?...are you out of your mind!!", She again said in angry tone.

"I can't believe this!...you are so insensitive and i hate you!!... Don't ever talk to me!!", She said as she turned around to leave but I again I hold her wrist but soon released as i felt her cold glare at me.

"Please rose!! Don't get angry I'm just joking!", I replied to her.

"Joking?!...do you think everything is a joke here? It's not a joke for me to which I'll laugh!", She said in a disbelief and disappointed in her voice.

"I know....", I was about to say something but got interrupted by her words.

"Hell No! Lisa, you don't know anything...you don't know the fear of losing someone, you don't know the feeling of helplessness, you don't know the feeling when you're heart feel numb, you don't know anything, you.... don't know....any...thing!!!", She shouted at me but she broke into tears and now hiding her face behind her hands.

I haven't seen her so broken and crying!! I'm pathetic, i made her cry and I'm the one who ruined everything!! I can't see her like this and i don't know but my body moved on it's own and hugged her.