LOSING US || JENSOO

Storyline #26

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*Jennie POV*

When jisoo's words peirced through my heart, it doesn't cause any damage but instead her words healed those wounds of past and the happiness of my heart doesn't formed any words in my throat but, instead more tears fallen from my eyes as a sign of relief. The comfort, which i have lost due to some circumstances of our life and was left with the void of immense pain which causes the drastic changes in our life, was finally felt close to me and the fear of losing that comfort again making it hard to believe, that whatever I'm experiencing right now, is it a real or fake?

Jisoo looked up at me as she lifted her head from my lap, and our eyes met,  she gently moved her hand, to touch the right cheek of mine with her fingertips. As jisoo touched my cheek, i closed my eyes on contact to feel the sensation in my body which travelled like a bolt of electricity from my heart to soul and the warmth of Jisoo's touch made my heart feel relaxed.

She gently cupped my cheek with her hand and caressed it as she rubbed my earlobe in between her fingers and still didn't break the eye contact. Her eyes are having a soft aura in them and the tears are sparkling on the edges of her eyes! I missed her warmth!! I missed her in my life... I'm still unable to move as my body somehow completely lost its strength and it feel like my whole body is numb and only my heart is beating, like a crazy and ready to tear my chest and jump out of it!!

She didn't said anything and just smiled slightly at me as stood up in front of me, from her previous position. As she did so, she let go of her hand from my cheek and i already miss her warmth on my skin. Suddenly she grabbed my hand and pulled me out of my chair forcefully, resulting in collision of our bodies together. The same sensation ran down by whole body as i felt when i first met her...like always she's still as beautiful as i remember!! Our bodies are close to each other, leaving no space between us and as i looked at her, i met those pretty eyes which make me feel weak!! I felt her hands around my waist and gently she  leaned forward towards me and rested her forehead against mine...i missed it also...i missed everything we shared in past.

We both didn't broke the eye contact and didn't said anything because  words aren't enough for us to tell each other like how much we both missed this!! My feet are somehow gaining back their strength and the warmth of her touch around my waist is penetrating through my clothes and caressing my skin.

"You're beautiful", Jisoo suddenly said almost in a whisper and it caught me off guards. She didn't broke the eye contact and my blushed pink cheek start to burn with the sensation of embarassment.

She sadly smiled at me and moved away from me, suddenly I felt emptiness...i missed her warmth against mine and my eyes start to get teary as i realised her distance from me but she looked down at the floor and fidgetting her fingers like she's wanted to say something but can't formed words in her throat.

" J...Ji..Jisoo?", I softly called her and suddenly she looked up at me with her teary eyes.

"I'm sorry Jen! But i wish I'm not too late to have you by my side!?!", She said in a low voice and her face is having an uneasiness and fear.

"You!!!!",i shouted at her as how could she doubt my love for her.

"I know that....!", She answered in a low voice and again looked downwards like she's struggling with herself but i cut off her words.

" YOU DUMMY!! IDIOT!!!.....HOW COULD YOU EVEN THINK LIKE THAT OF ME?!! WHO I'M TO YOU???", I again raised my voice as i said bad words to her and i don't regret any of it but she just looked at me in between confusion.

"Uh..my everything!", She replied almost in a soft whisper but enough for me to hear and i can't Stop myself from smiling at her.

"You know what I'll wait for you, even if you forget about me? You have no idea, it was the most difficult time for me but when i lost you and you are no where to be found in my life....i can't believe it!! I lost myself!! Please Don't say anything that hurts me...i can't take that pain any more as right now if it's true that you're here in front of me...i feel euphoric jisoo!! I feel complete....and comfortable!!", I replied in between tears and sobs.