Be mine (Rodrick heffley x reader)

-16- Not a Date. Unless?

He pulled up the car next to one of the trees. I looked at him. "what" he laughed pulling out the keys from the car. "this. Is so beautiful." he gave me a confused look "wait you find THIS beautiful? Is it this easy to impress you?" I rolled my eyes and we got out of the car.

"so actually I just wanted to spend some time with you as we somehow never do" he scratched the back of his head as we were walking to the river. "that's really thoughtful, I like that. But you're being dramatic with the 'we somehow never do' I mean we definitely did"

I'm usually a fast walker but we were walking really slow. It was really peacful and since no cars were driving I could hear crickets from the grass next to the thin path we were on. Eventho there were enough benches to sit on, Rodrick decided we'd sit on the grass about three feet away from the water.

"so uhm I don't really like surprises" I said "oh? You don't like it?" he seemed kind of disappointed. "noo no that's not it at all. I LOVE this place. I just had to wait the literal whole fucking day to know where you were taking me. I mean you didn't say ANYTHING." he then started laughing "well okay, good to know." I then realized something "well if I don't know that I'm going to get one it's fine. But when you TELL me I am but not WHAT then that's fucked." he then again started laughing and leaned back on the grass and I did the same.

We were chatting about random stuff and were having a good laugh as we talked about embarrassing events that happened to us in the past.

Suddenly I heard a mosquito come near my ear and I jumped back as I was still laying on the grass. I accidentally hit Rodricks head with my own "what was that?" he scratched his head and sat up. "MOSQUITO"  I pushed myself closer to him as I was looking around. "I think it's gone" he laughed. I sat still in the same position until he hugged me and pulled me back down. After we stopped laughing I turned around facing him and I could feel myself turning red again which he seemingly noticed and pulled me closer to his chest.

I could feel his heartbeat getting fast. Short after, his grip became weaker and our faces were just inches apart. This time i could see him getting red and turned his head away. I tilted his head back towards me and slowly leaned in for a kiss. First I was unsure about my decision but shortly after our lips met, he went for it. It took me a minute to realize what I was just doing so I pulled back "I'm sorry" I said nervously. "there's nothing to apologize." he smiled.

I scratched the back of my head "we should brobably get going" we walked back to the car. On our way back, there was an awkward silence until he broke it "hey uhm. It's fine. We can forget about it if you want." I still looked out the window but I could see him turning his head towards me as he was talking "that would be nice. I regret doing this. Once again, I'm sorry. I don't know what I was thinking"

We arrived and I walked inside. After I got ready for bed I held my pillow against my face "noo why did I do that? Why did I say that? I was so awkward". Honestly I don't regret kissing him, I just didn't want to change things between us. He did seem like he enjoyed it but I don't want to rush things.