And yes it was finally a week which was spent there. At least, I'm thankfully still alive from all these traumas. Well, everything has somehow get back to their place. Drew barely comes to the room, most of his time are spent at Madison 's, I don't know how he will make it for his degree. Come on, a week that's a lot for not taking the time to study or perhaps he might has most of his study materials at Madison' s. Well but then who is Madison 's roommate? That's intriguing! At the same time , that's not a question I suppose because obviously one of her puppies must be her roommate.
As for my ex-best friend, she is acting a little weird lately (sus) i would say , she seems to have changed like for example she is not the hoe that she used to be .That is , she was barely putting on some real clothes before which is not the case recently ,she is barely hanging out with different guys ,she is actually dating someone .Well how did i got all these information if i literally don't give a damn about her, it's just the fact that she is somehow famous and visible to guys unlike me as she said during our precedent conversation.So, i heard rumors about her that she is no longer available for her usual night activities, the rumors were being spread at the cantine among the famous boys . Even though she betrayed me , somehow i cannot erase the part that she used to be my best friend ,l want to know whether she is doing good or bad and ending up to wish only good things for her.And that was not after what i heard about who she was actually dating.Conrad,seriously! I have to say it, SHE IS A BITCH! This anger is justifiable because that bitch is dating the only boy that I seemed to like after Drew. I know for the fact that he was not a serious case but she did know that I liked him and why would she start dating out of nowhere the boy that she detested, the one time that I asked her, her opinions about how she thinks about him was the day that I realized perhaps he might not be really my type.
Fun fact, I know that I was a bitch , like how the fuck am i letting another person having that much control over my life.
" heyy gurll!", stephan , one of the group members that i defended the last time greeted me .
" hii, how is everything going ?", i asked him quite politely while observing my surroundings at the same time.
" well, as usual kind of good bae, anyways i am inviting you to a party tonight and you are coming right!",he said happily because he knows I'm kind of obedient and i won't lie,perhaps i like being updated for my studies but definitely i need some fun in my life.
" yeahh , it' s just you have to tell me how to get dressed accordingly to the party", i told him honestly because my style literally kind of sucks sometime.
" ohhh, you don't need to worry about this girl, just come to my place earlier than the actual time of the party and since my little group will be already there ,we will eagerly help you to dress up and that also in an epic way, all the boys are going to goak at you or even the boy that you actually like.We all love you so much , you definitely conquered our hearts the day you defend us against that idiot but then it does not seem that you really open up yourself to us.For example, we do not know who is the one that you like.Don't take it in a bad way , we don't want to force you , it's just we are a family now , feel free, only one person cannot take it all honey." said Sam in a motherly tone.
" seriously , i don't have any obligations so as you wish and by the way ,you already have my heart, i love hanging out with you guys , i feel safe around you and obviously i am cast under your spell but it's just that i have just gone through very hard situations ; i guess i need time.Don't worry you are not forcing me , it's a good thing that you reassure me that I'm a member of your ' little family'.Thanks I don't feel alone !", i said while giving him a warm hug.
" take care and see you !",he said while going to the library i guess.
Maybe this is going to be a great day and even this semester may turn out the best one and the things that happen before may be a great lesson and the future will be much easier, i mean i don't think i like Drew anymore. We don't even chat through my fake account , i can feel only positive things coming in my life.Finally !!
wait..
And just when i was describing that my life was doing great , guess god was not able to digest this and in front of me was Drew literally kissing his girlfriend , like mouth- to -mouth ,tongue into each others' throat and i may also state that they were devouring each others' face as if they have not eat anything for days. He actually kisses perfectly, even while his eyes are closed, he seemed so perfect, can anyone be like him.I don't think so !How can a person not fall for him?! I literally was not realizing that i was standing in the middle of the hall where everyone could see my pure reaction about Drew kissing his girlfriend.Some girls left some real annoying comments while passing besides me " may be in your next life"," poor nerdy girl regrets to be nerdy now !"
well, i know that this time it was my fault that i was receiving all these negative comments,WHY WOULD I STAND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HALL AND WATCH A RANDOM GUY MAKING OUT AND ME HAVING VARIOUS EXPRESSIONS; which one of them is jealousy,obviously is something so weird.So, i just went to my next class.Everything was kind of perfect even though the girls did not stop to tease me about what just happened in the hall.I wanted to die at the very start of the class but then I say' fuck it' ,what worst can happen because Drew already hates me perhaps he will hate me more and i completely don't give a damn this time.Fortunately, i had a positive mindset and i guess it was the upcoming party that is keeping me in a good mood or the morning meditation i guess .Lesson of the day ; self care is vital for an amazing day ahead.I even got ' excellent answer' from my professor but then when the class did end , i just wanted to turn by back and i got an evil stare from Drew which caused me to stumble which i swear was followed by a chuckle from him.
"are you coming to the party?", i heard a male voice behind me .A boy is inviting me, is it for real, who the fuck is he?
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living with My childhood crush
Sonstiges"keep ignoring me but if I succeed to make you moan my name, then baby you will pay everything in bed!", he said in a seductive tone after he pushed me against the wall and started sucking my neck. I have to ignore him for a certain reason but why...
