living with My childhood crush

chapter 11: it hurts again

I thought that i was travelling into another world because literally the guy that i love more than my life somehow kiss me.He kissed me for god sake.I don't know what to do and i know for some fact that he wanted to proceed to a french kiss but little did he know that this dumbass never kissed anyone before so that kiss was my first one and he was my first.Shockingly, he even deepened the kiss but then as if he finally realised what he was really doing , he pushed me away like an object or more precisely as if i was a sample of a product that he tried and now he had just enough of it. The way he removed his hands on my waist, it was as if he was too ashamed of himself when in reality it was just a stupid dare and nothing more.

"well well, how the kiss feel like slut!and you have the audacity to react as if you were not one.You should have stopped me from kissing you but here you were ready as if you were waiting only for me to kiss you.You really shall feel disgusted about yourself." , he said feeling so proud of himself as if he just got the highest mark ever for his stupid little speech.He really thought he will bring me down just by these silly comments.I mean come on there are more to come boy.

" well it's not as if you were forced to kiss me right or is it??", I asked knowing to what extent how this little sentence must have affected him.

"well kinda because it was a dare!", he uttered feeling obviously very pissed off .

"well I don't think that if you would not do it you would be punished, I mean was your life at stake?!", I said giggling in between because today is my day and I would not let anyone try to fuck it all up.

"the lady is kinda right man, I even said I would kiss her if you wouldn't!" the man who gave the dare spoke out of nowhere.

" well, im protecting you from desperating girls like this one who will do anything to get the attention of men.", Drew stated as if i was only meant to be his enemy. Well, i guess the universe is eventually give me signals to actually move on.I mean seeing him after so long , especially after that incident that i literally dont want to recall.

" Well I did not recall anything about father Theresa going to the same university as me, my mistake and if you don't mind I will take my leave sir."i replied leaving a smirk on my face while turning my heels back to the dance floor.

I mean I feel rather very strong to be honest, I even think that I am used to his harsh words. I mean not that I do not have any dignity for my own self but the fact that may be I can control the effect of his words on me.

I was so indulged in the music that I completely forgot about the clothes that I'm actually wearing and not forget how astonishing I was looking. As a dancer which I have lastly called myself five years ago, I was literally moving my hips and all in a very sexy manner unknowingly due to the actual song that was playing. There were only four girls on the dance floor including me but I was the only one dancing alone. Suddenly, I feel a gaze on me from an uncommon one. When I turned, I realised that I was right since Andrew's gaze was on me.

The way he was staring at me it was as if I was his prey and he was ready to devour. Definitely, I'm not too skinny or too fat!(no body shaming of course) but having a nice butt, and bug boobs and the tattoo I was aware that I would invite this kind of stare. I wonder why did I not thought of wearing clothes that actually boost my confidence and flatter my body like today. I always try to hide it in some baggy clothes.

Now, he was approaching putting his right hand forward he asks "can I have the pleasure to dance with the red queen? "
Wow I have already been given a nickname how uncommon for a person like me!

I gotta say this like my girlies I'm sure you can relate to this. The fact that we don't have a flat belly but is kinda fat but we still look good and that burp when we sit. Well , your girl she is insecure of all of that and I never thought that with this kind of body someone will actually be attracted especially with a dress like this one which is exposing most of my assets!

Weirdly, I could notice Drew who was eyeing me like a secret detective. He even narrowed his already small eyes making it even smaller. Ouff, he is way more cute now. Wait, where is my head I need to literally focus on the boy who is in front of me.

And just when I was getting along with my new dance partner and was about to forget the presence of Drew in the room. He literally appeared in front of me!

"so I think you will continue 'hoeing' like here and there!", he said feeling so charismatic about this.

"well, I think if my presence is disturbing you then you can literally leave this party!", I said rather very proudly in fact for the first time.

"well, the new boy please don't go for damaged machine, it is rusted my friend!", he retorted and these reached directly like little knives in my poor little heart.

"listen I have been observing you for a while since the party started, brother if you cannot appreciate the flower in front of you cause you are blind does mean everyone is blind!", Andrew took my side with this splendide little speech.

"oh wait, did she promise you some ass or boobs fuck cause that's only...." he was trying to pull me down but was interrupted by a punch from Andrew.

I know Drew for a long time this can get so dirty if he really decides to put Andrew in his place. So I did interfere since I already noticed his fists that were forming.

" listen please don't waste time on him and end this party in the nicest way with me, let's continue to dance and get to know more about each together!", I said coming in between them and looking only at Andrew because I knew that I could control only one of them.

With this, we went back on the dance floor and talked till the party actually ended!

He was nowhere to be seen where was he?