While returning alone to my dorm. Yes I was alone I could not afford telling Andrew to accompany me because I was not really that much close to him. At the same time, my phone was vibrating all the time and I had this principle of only look at my phone when I will reach a safe place that is my dorm because we don't really know what's in the bushes! So now I wanted to reach there badly to put an end to my suspense.
When I reached there I noticed that it was empty and to be pretty honest it's logical. Who would want to see that person's face for whom you just got punched on the handsome face of his. However his scent was all over the room. Gosh, it's so addictive and all of a sudden I became an aspirator!
And then it hits me like why was I rushing to reach at my dorm is basically because my phone kept vibrating all the freaking time when I was walking. So, I sat on the bed and open the lock screen to notice messages from no other but the owner of the scent of this room! He was not here yet,so I thought that he went to his girlfriend dorm but the situation seems different from the messages he sent me!
Well, would he text me (his text buddy) if he was actually with her? Well then let's find out!
-heyyyy umm I wanna talk are you there
-like I need to let everything out and I know I have never feel more comfortable with anyone other than you especially when I chat with you.
-it's been a long time that we have not chatted but I need my text buddy listen don't worry I won't ask you to show me your face or meet, I know you are not comfortable with that.
Well that's a lot of messages but wait there are more!
-I just need someone to talk to!
-well like today itself was a very shitty day
He was typing...
-won't you reply like I'm bothering you or something? (in my head I simply cannot understand this cause how can he be so nice when I know he deserved the punch he received on my behalf earlier. By the way, even with the little bruises he got, he look even hotter! )
Suddenly I was curious about how he talked about me with other people. However he chatted as if nothing has happened to him and as if he was not disturbed with a person like me, it was as if I was occupying lots of space in his life but he chose to perhaps not expose his life that much I guess. We'll, it's interesting!
-well so tell me about your day?
-my day, wait I should be the one asking you that question first right?
-no, let's just do in a very uncommon way like me asking about your day!
(since when did he become this nice I can't believe what I'm seeing on my screen right now. It's also hilarious as to how nicely he is talking to me now while the second he sees me if he ever comes to sleep, he can literally kill me.
-well it was very pleasant (I mean yea it was actually! )
-well more details please..
-well actually it was awesome, you know the whole time you thought you were nothing to this earth and suddenly you realise your worth and how much things you actually possess but since you are just lost in comparing your lives with others, you tend to pull yourself down. Well, today was the realisation day for me.
-now that's a lot of details!! What have you realised like that?
-well not much but the little of it matters and by the way it's a girl thing so you won't really get it!
-oh come on I can be a girl for you (wait wait what did you say sir, gosh how can he say such stuff when he sleeping next to his girlfriend. He never quit the player trait I guess! )
As if he heard me out of loud he goes like :
-well, i mean not in a flirty way but being friends with you is a gift even if I don't know your real face. It's just that we do connect a lot. I know there is special with this friendship bond cause I think we are connected with each other's soul and not like other friends! I promise you, I will cherish this friendship till my last breath!
Wait who is this guy? Come on he can't be the one that I have a crush on cause he cannot be this sweet. I believe someone actually hack his account. I'm kidding, it is actually somehow this side of him that prevents me from moving on. He was always so nice and handsome at the same time. He still is handsome but being nice is just a mystery or may be because I also reacted as a jerk earlier.
Don't you like ever have this moment in life when you know it was actually you who messed it all up well here it was my reality check. Anyways,I had to do so because if I show him the real me. I will get very vulnerable and I don't want that!Deep inside I know nothing can happen between us but I don't know why this stupid heart of mine believes the other way around. I hope that I could have that much hope in exercise for me to get in good shape than the hopeless love story with this man.
Then I decided to reply to him.
-never knew you were this sweet!!
-I'm always sweet to you
(haha come in the dorm and you tell me this!)
-yeaa but this time it's more and more sweet. You need to stop!
-wait, did I make you feel uncomfortable?
-well to be honest I'm scared of having diabetes with this much sweetness
-haha you got me!
-yea hope I made you smile (because I know he is somehow not feeling good!)
Like I know he deserved the punch but I also know he did not deserve that cause somehow I started it! Right now, I wanna hug him and tell him that he can count on me. Unfortunately, that can only happen in one of my dreams and not in reality.
-well as you said earlier you had a long day and I'm also very tired so I'm heading to bed!
-yea, no worry dream of me haha
If only you know what kind of dream I have about you...
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