I'm sorry- Kth.Jnk [Completed]

Chapter 4

    "Missed me?"

He asked and walked closer to me. I'll take a step back.

   "What are you doing here?" I asked him.

  He locked his eyes on mine. His eyes show so many emotions and i am very confused. He looked sad. He looked as if he's regretting something, He looked vulnerable.

  "Jennie, I--" He start, but his interrupted by a little voice.

   "Mommy?"

Miri walked into the living room where me and Taehyung standing. My eyes went wide when i noticed the both of the are looking at each other.

  "Hello, Sir. My name is Miri. Nice to meet you."

  She smiles shyly at him, and walk to me and grips my legs.
  
   "Did i say it correctly, mommy?" She asked.

   "Yes, baby."

I said and pick her up into my arms.

   "Did she just call you mommy?" He asked and his eyes widen and sad.

    "Yes. She did. Got a problem with that?" I snap at him.

    "How could you do this to me, Jennie?! Don't you atleast regret it?" He asked loudly.

    "Baby, can you and your brother go to your room? I will be there in a few minutes, okay?" I said to Miri.

    I don't want my kids to see me fighting with someone. She nods and i put. her down on the floor. After few minutes, Miru also comes out of the kitchen and they both walked upstairs and into their room.

   Once i make sure that they are inside their room, i turned to Taehyung. His eyebrows are furrowed and he seems angry.

   "What do you want, Taehyung?"

   "First, answer my question Jennie. Why did you do that? Wasn't i enough? Wasn't i making you happy?" He asked again loudly.

   "Keep your voice down!" I raised my voice too to him.

    "It's been five years and you still believed that? I didn't do anything and i don't need to prove that to you, and who do you think you are?" I give my poker face and he sighed.

   "I know.. you didn't do anything"

   He said quietly and i furrow my eyebrows at him.
 
    "The pictures that i saw.... were fake."

   Pictures? What pictures?

   "The picture made me think that you cheated on me."

   He said as if he read my mind. It makes me uncomfortable that he can read me like an open book. That's damn frustrating!

   "I don't care, Taehyung"

I said and i turn away from him.

   His hands wrapped around my wrist and he pulls me to him making me collide with his chest. My heart is beatings out of my chest and i know that Taehyung can feel that against his chest. I try to wiggle out of his grip but that only makes him tighten his grip on me.

    His arms snake around my waist and pulls me even more close, if that is possible.

   "No, Jennie. Not again."

His breath is fanning my face and his scent consumes me.

   "Leave me alone! Will you?!" I said and push him at his chest. This time he let's go. I am angry at myself that i am disappointed when he let me go.

   "You moved on? Why didn't you wait for me?"

    "I didn't move on!"

I realized that i am crying right now.

   "You have two kids Jennie!" He shout at me.

   I didn't say anything and he seems to realize something. Oh no!

   "T-they are... are t-they... mine, Jennie?"

He shutters and i turn away from proving his point.

    He grabs my arm rather harshly and i wince. He turns me around and all the sadness in his eyes is replaced by anger.

   "You didn't even bother to tell me?! I am their father!"

He shouts. Tears form in my eyes because of his anger.

  "Why didn't you tell me, Jennie ?Why?!" He asked again. And i pull my hand out of his grip. I look into his eyes and start to speak.

    "Why?! Did you let me, huh? Did you let me to tell you the happiest news we both have been waiting for, huh?!" I asked and he remains silent.

    "No. You didn't, right? You accused me of cheating, when you were the one doing that. I didn't even know where i went wrong."

   I sob and he still remain silent. Not saying anything.

   "All these years, i tried to put myself in your shoes and think about what i did. I thought it was my mistake that ruining our relationship. I blammed myself. I still don't understand what i did to make you think that i was cheating on you."

   I sobbed contineously. He take a step forward but i step back and raise my hand to create some space.

   "No! Stay away." I point my finger at him.

  "They are my kids, Taehyung. And if you try to come into my life and take my kids away from me. I won't even--"

   "Why would i take them away from you? I want all of you in my life." He said and i start to laugh."

   "It's five years too late, Taehyung." I said harshly.

   "I know, i know i fucked up, big time! But please just let me make it up to you, Jennie. "

   He said and tries to step towards me. I raise my hand to stop him.

   "No."

I said. He starts to speak, but i interrupt him.

   "Leave Taehyung. Please just leave." I cry.

   "Okay. But, we'll talk again Jennie."

  He said. He comes forward and kisses my forehead. I turn away from him.

   "You are all that matters for me."

  Those are the last words before he walks out of the door and all the tears in my body falls out.

  After all these years... Why did i still love you, Taehyung. Why?!

To be continued....
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