I'm sorry- Kth.Jnk [Completed]

Chapter 8

Jennie's POV

     Tears stream down my face as he finishes talking. I don't even understand how i loved this man. I trusted him with everything in me and he left me and my children for five years because he's seen some stupid fake pictures.

    "I know what i did is wrong, jennie! I regret it more than anything and anyone. But i am trying to make it up. Please give me a chance"

    He said and slowly raises his hand. He places his palm on my right cheek as his fingers caress my skin. He had his hand in the same place five years ago only in every different way. I turned away from his touch.

   Five years ago, his touch made me shiver. Even until yesterday he made me shiver by his presence, but now everything changed. His touch and presence are disgusting me. I stand up abruptly startling him.

   He looks up at me, drops his hand down and stands up.

   "I fucked up big time! But please--"

He starts again but i interrupt him.

   "No. no! I will never forgive you, Taehyung. I can't. This is the reason you left me? This the fucking reason you missed four years of your kids life! Is this the reason why you cheated on me!"

I shout.

   "All these years i've been a mess. Everyday i used to try to figure out what did i do for ruining our relationship like this! I tried to put myself in your shoes and blamed myself for everything. I thought i was the one stupid.I always thought that a person like me shouldn't dream of being someone like you! It's to good to be true. I trusted you, Taehyung, And you? You left me because you thought i was cheating on you!."

    I scream. I couldn't hold it anymore so i just let the tears fall out. I hate this. I hate the way my anger turns into sadness, my fury into tears.

   "I know--"

He starts again but my inner bitch isn't going to let him speak.

   "Do you? Do you know?? All these years, you left me and my twins and now you came back saying all this shit and on top of that you want to marry me!"

   "Jennie, i know, i know. I have hurt you. But this isn't the only reason why i thought you cheated on me." He said quietly. My eyebrows furrow in confusion.

   "Oh, theres is something else to make you think i'm a cheater, whore and what were the other things you said?" I said sarcastically.

   "You're not all those, Jennie." He said sternly.

   "Says the man who said those to me five years ago.

I snap and he huffs in frustration.

   "After you left that night i thought for so long and i realized that i made a mistake."

   [ Flashback...]

    Taehyung's P.O.V

    I quickly made my way downstairs as soon as i realized what i did is a mistake. How can i be so stupid. She loves me and i love her. I love her so much to let her go. And she wouldn't do anything to hurt me.

    She wouldn't do something to me. Yoongi is her bestfriend. That's it. They've been bestfriends since their childhood and i know it better than anyone. I hurry down and make my way out. I grabbed my keys and head out. I have to get her before it's too late.

    "Excuse me sir."

I hear a voice and turn around to see the man whom i hired as Jennie's bodyguard.

   "I'm in a hurry."

I can say and make my way towards the car.

  "It's important sir."

   "Nothing is important than my wife"  I snap at him.

   "It's all about your wife sir."He said and my eyebrows furrow.

   "You wanted to know where she was yesterday?" He said but it comes out a question. I nod my head asking to continue.

   "Umm.. yeah, so he was with Mr. Min yesterday. They were shopping at the Rolex and Forever 21."

    He said. She was with Yoongi yesterday? But she said she was with Sana. So she lied to me? But why?

   "Are you sure?" I asked the man.

   "Yes sir."

He responds. My anger returns and my heart breaks again.

   She did cheat on me then. She lied to me and played me like a fool. I march back into the house and up the stairs. Each step i take, my anger doubles. She is a cheater!

   I go into the bar next to my study room and take out a bottle of bourbon. And then i drank it until i blacked out. She cheated on me! She's a cheater! Were my only thoughts the whole nights.

[ Present...]

                           Jennie's P.O.V.  
 
      "You shouldn't have married me. You should have married someone who trust you trust! Like your bodyguard!" I said.

     "I didn't know what to do. I wasn't thinking straight that time. I was so fucking jealous....and hurt."

    He whispers the last part.

         "You lied to me. You said you were spending time with Sana, but you were with Yoongi!"

He scream.

      "Don't you dare accuse me! Yes, i was with Yoongi. I planned to meet Sana but she bailed in last moment because she had a date! So i called Yoongi. We were fucking shopping together. That's it!"

   I breathe in and out.

    "And we were buying a gifts for you that time for your birthday." I sob. Stop crying!

    My subsconcious snaps at me. I am trying to hold my tears but can't help it. They are streaming down my face. Everything is so quiet around us and i feel like i am alone.

    "You ruined everything, Taehyung." I said after a few beats of silence.

    "I know, Jennie. I know."

   He replies quietly.

   "Please, Give me chance.."

   He stared at me with a teary eyes and i feel my heart beating so fast..

   What should i do?

  Should i...

   Should i... Shoud igive him a chance?

To be continued.....
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