I'm sorry- Kth.Jnk [Completed]

Chapter 18

  "I asked, what the hell is he doing here!" He shout and making me jump.

  "He came to meet me."

I said. Testing the word as they leave my mouth.

"He came to see you? And why?" He asked sarcastically.

"Because unlike some people he cares." Yoongi interrupted us and Taehyung rolled his eyes.

"I want him to get out, now." He said looking at me intently, that sends shivers up my spine.

I turn to look at Yoongi who is looking at Taehyung with a scowl on his face. I turn to look at Baekhyun who is looking at me, waiting for my answer. The room is silent, the only thing that i heard around is the monitor beeping.

I sighed heavily.

"He is not leaving Taehyung." I said looking at him. He start to speak but i raised my hand to stop him.

"He's my friend and you can't do this. You can't stop me from seeing my friend or anyone else, Taehyung."

"Oh i can and i will."

He said furiously and walked to the bed and pulls Baekhyun up by his collar.

Taehyung's hand grabbed Baekhyun's collar and they both look dead in each other's eyes. Thankfully, Yoongi seperates them, but Taehyung is still looking angry.

"Dude, what the hell is your problem? I just came to see her, and you are just being a jerk."

"Don't you dare call me a jerk you--" I cut him off

  "Stop it."

I scream. Taehyung look at me with worry replacing his anger and Baekhyun sighed heavily.

"I am here in this bed, just fighting with death and here you are, both of you fighting like a maniacs!"

"I'm sorry, Jennie. I shouldn't have come here but i just want to make sure that you were okay." Baekhyun said.

"It's not your fault Baek. I'm glad you are here. And you are my friend."" I said. Taehyung walked out of the room and slamming the door shut. I sighed.

What's his problem with Baekhyun? Is he jealous?

Baekhyun leaves after an hour later giving me a kiss on the cheek and Yoongi and Samantha follow him. I hate to admit it, but i actually miss Taehyung right now.

I'm alone in this big hospital room that is actually making me sick. I know Taehyung regrets everything he's done but i just can't get over it. It hurts me too much and i just can't forget it and forgive him.

I learned many things these past five years, about how is life and how it will be. The nurse enters the room pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Hello Ms.kim."

She give me a warm smile. She's holding a tray of food for me and i sit up on the bed. She places the tray in front of me and the smell of food fills my nostrils and i sigh happily.

I start to eat the food in front of me as the nurse fills my glass with water.

When im done eating she hands me some medicines and take them. Once she done with her work, she leaves the room wishing me a good night and i am left alone, again.

"I love you Jen."

I hear a voice and i slowly open my eyes.

When did i fall asleep?

"I'm sorry for everything I've done. I'm sorry for ruining everything. ruining your life, ruining us. But please give me a chance to fix it." He said, i can tell that he's drunk.

"Taehyung are you drunk?" I asked him.

"I love you baby."

He said ignoring my question and making my heart flutter with his nickname for me.

"I know it's not easy for you to forget what i did and forgive me, but i just want to fix my mistakes and be a part of your life once again. Please Jennie, just one last chance."

"Taehyung, you need some rest." I said. Trying to ignore what he just said. He grabs my hand into his and i gasp at his sudden action.

"I need you baby" He said looking into my eyes.

"Tae, we'll talk about this when you're sober." I pull my hands out of his.

"I love you, baby and you're mine. Just give me a chance."

He murmurs and without another words he walked to the couch and lays on it. His head and legs on the arm rest of the couch.

For a fraction of seconds i just want to wrap my arms around him and comfort him saying that everything will be fine. I wanted to tell him that i forgive him and i am willing to give him another chance.

But, i can't.. I can't forget what he did. I can't forget the nights i cried for him. I can't forget the nightmares that he gave me. I can't forget the pain he put me through. I just can't.

I lay my head on the pillow after watching Taehyung sleep peacefully on the couch. I sighed heavily as tears prick in my eyes and recall what all he said just now.

How can he do this to me? Why does he do this to me?

I can't control a sob escapes to me and i cover my mouth. Taehyung was never good with his words and neither with actions. He just can't show that he loves someone or at least tell the person he loves them.

I know that he loves me regardless whatever happened. And i know that i love him. I loved him. Love him and will love him forever.

  I may not forgive him...

But i will always love him, forever.

To be continued...
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