I'm sorry- Kth.Jnk [Completed]

Chapter 12

    I feel Taehyung picking me up and i let him. Right now i feel week. Emotionally and physically. Without my bestfriend by my side, i feel completely weak. I sighed and lean my head on Taehyung's chest, as he carries me.

   He leans down and kiss me on my hair and i flinch. Hurt flashes across his face but he covers it. I close my eyes.

   "Daddy, what happened to mommy?"

   "Nothing buddy. Your mom is fine." He said and put me down on my bed.

   "Are you okay?"

   "This is all my fault." I whisper to myself, rather to him.

    "No baby." He said.

   "Don't call me that." I snap and sighed, shaking his head.

   "It's actually my fault." He said. I don't say anything. He places his hand on mine but i jerk away.

    "I hurt you so much, Jennie. I know. But i regret it. I regret everything. I love you and i want to start fresh. I want to make up for what i did. Make up for my children's four years of childhood. Please, let me make it up to you. I love you so much."

   "Leave me alone, Taehyung." I said.

   "Jen--"

   "Please"

I beg. He sighed. He stands up and lean down to kiss my hair.

  I picked my phone from the night stand and try to call Yoongi. It keeps on ringing but he didn't answer my call. I try few more times, and goes to voice mail. I sighed in defeat.

   I know what i did was wrong but i couldn't tell him. I know it hurts him a lot that i hide this big thing and i wish i could give a proper reason for not telling him. I was scared. I was scared of his reaction.

  I was scared that i might lose him, but even though i didn't tell him, the same thing happened. I lost him. I lost my bestfriend. I try to call him once again, even though i know he didn't answer and shut my phone. I lay on my bed and sighed for a hundredth times.

   Tachyung's P.O.V.

  "Daddy? is mommy okay?"

   "Yes buddy. She's just tired." I said and ruffle his hair. He nods and go back to coloring his book in front of him.

   Yoongi's words run in my mind. He had seen her pain these past five years and nobody will know how much i hurt her. I wish i could turn back time and make up my mistakes. Why did i even believe to those pictures and not my wife? She really hates me now.

  All these years, i made myself workaholic. I over worked to get over her. I slept with other women to get over and i regretted everything when i came to know the truth. I remember when Jungkook sent me the copies and proofs that Jennie was innocent.

  Everyone were so upset with me. They thought i made a biggest mistakes and i hate to admit it but it is true. I made the biggest mistakes in my life. I wish i could make it up to her, but she's so stubborn.

  Don't I atleast deserve a second chance? No! You don't. My subconcious snaps at me and i know its true but i am to selfish to let her go. And i love her and my kids. And I am interrupted when my phone rings.

  I look at it who it was, and its my mom. It's been nearlg 8 months since i talked to them or met them and she's been calling a lot lately. I sighed and picked up her call.

   "Mom."

  I greet her.

[ "Taehyung, my baby. How are you? Where have you been? Why aren't you calling me anymore? Why aren't you coming here to see me and your dad?" ]

She rambles as she cries.

  "I am a busy man, mom." I said rather harshly than i intend to The line goes silent before she starts to sobs. I groan.

  "Please stop crying mom."

I said.

  ["Why are you doing this, Taehyung?"]

  "Mom, please." I sighed.

  [ "Where are you now?" ]

She asked. Shall i say her? Should i? What will be her reaction?

["Taehyung?"]

  "I'm here at Jennie's place." I admit. The lines goes silent again.

  [ "Jennie? So it's true that you two are engaged." ] 

She said. Excitement clear in her voice.

"Yes, i am going to marry her again."I said.

  [ "Oh my god! I am so happy. You finally realized your mistake." ]

   She said when the door bell rings and the kids look at me.

  "I gotta go, mom." I said.

  [ "Bye, Taehyung. Take care and please visit soon. I love you son." ]

  She said and i hang up without a word. The door bell rings again and i stand up to walked to the door. I heard a footstep and see jennie walking down the stairs.

"What are you doing here?" I asked her.

"I came to open the door."

  "I can do that." She really stubborn..

  "This is my house." She snaps and walked to the door.

   I sighed and sit back on the couch. She turns her gaze towards the kids but they are ignoring us. She sighed in relief and walked to the door. Few minutes pass but jennie doesn't comeback. So i go to check on her.

   The sight near the door makes my heart stop and my blood boiled. She's hugging someone and it's a man. I walked closer to them and my heart skips a beat when i realized who she's hugging. She pulls away from him and he kiss her head.

  "I miss you, Oppa." She said and hugs him again.

   "I miss you too, my cupcakes!"

  He smiles and kiss her head. His eyes landed on me. The spark on and happiness in his eyes is dissappeared and its replaced with anger.

  "What the fuck are you doing here?!"

  And before i know it i am on the ground and he's on top of me holding my collar.

To be continued...
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