I'm sorry- Kth.Jnk [Completed]

Chapter 19

  
   The morning lights enterd the rooms and i groan slightly before opening my eyes. I am blinded by the bright sunlight and i turn my head to the other direction.

  Uggh, what time is it?

  I turn my head towards the couch, which is empty now. As if on the cue Taehyung enters the room. His hair is messed up and the are dark circles around his eyes.

He's clutching his head as if in pain and i try to control my smile at the sight. He raises his head. his eyes meet mine and he drops his hand.

"Goodmorning" He greets me.

"Morning."

I reply, the smile still on my face.

Taehyung was always like this after the night he is drunk his ass off. It was kind of cute but i would never let anybody know that.

  "Have a good sleep?"

He asked trying to make a conversation. I nod my head even though i didn't have a good sleep.

  Last night i was tossing and turning around. I couldn't sleep properly because of the words that Taehyung said. They were running in my mind continously and i couldn't take them out of my head.

  All the things he said got to me and i didn't exactly know what to do. I was thinking and thinking about it and eventually i fell asleep.

  "Jennie? You okay? Do you need something?" I hear the worry in his voice and pulling me out of my thoughts.

  "Ugh, i'm fine."

  "Are you sure?"

  He asked again, the worry still evident in his eyes and on his face. Before i can respond, the door opens and Doctor Kim enters.
 
"Hello Ms.kim. How are you?" He smiles at me.

  "Hello, Doctor Kim, i'm okay now." And i smile.

"I'm gonna do a quick check up." He said and start to check my vitals, blood pressure and all.

   I glance at Taehyung and he's scowling his face at Doctor Kim. I giggle and his eyes turns towards me and his tense shoulder relax.
 
  "Everything is perfectly fine. You are good to go. But if you have any pain in your head or you keep feeling dizzy, come back here immediately, okay?"

He said and i nod happily, happy to go home atlast.

He turns to Taehyung and gives him a nod which Taehyung returns.

"Take care."

He said and leave the room.

After an hour later, Taehyung and i are on the way to my home and i am so excited. Neither of us say anything. The car is silent and the only thing i heard is the radio.

It's one of my favourite songs, "Perfect" by Ed Sheeran. I quietly hum along the lyrics. This is really a beautiful song. And i really love it.

When we reach the house, Taehyung park the car in the front of the house and DongYi comes towards us.

"Welcome back, ma'm."

Taehyung helps me out of the car. His one arm around my waist and the other holding my hand. I Ignore the tingles that pass throgh my body and let him lead me to the house.

"Jennie! Welcome back honey!" Mrs. Kim wrap her arms around me as soon as i enter the house. She wipe 201 her tears and i give her a polite smile.

Mr. Kim also hug me and kiss my head before releasing me.

"I'm gonna take her to her room." He said to his parents and hold his hand out for me.

  I place my hand in his that surprises both him and me. He tries to ignore it as he lead me upstairs. Where are the kids? I miss them.

  "The kids went to school." He said as if he can read my mind.

  I nod at him and he open the door to my room. He help me to sit on the bed and places the pillows behind me so that they support me.

"Do you need anything?" He asked, sitting next to me on the bed.

  "No. I'm okay." I said. The atmosphere turns awkward and i look away from him.

"Now Take some rest. You look uhmm.. so tired." I said after a few beats of silence. I look at him and he has a smug smile on his lips.

  "Okay He said and stand up. He walk towards the table and pull out the fault in our stars book and hand it to me.

I'll take it and look at him, confused. He walks to the other side of the bed, removed his shoes and socks and flops on to the bed.

"What are you doing. Taehyung?" I asked, my eyes widening. Why is he sleeping here?

"You said i'm gonna take a rest." He replied with a smirk on his face. I narrow my eyes at him as i understand what he is trying to do.

"Yes. But not here Go to your room." I said as a smile creeping up on my lips.

"No."

He laughed. I remain quier and open the book to read it. I've already read this book about a ten times but still love to read it.

"You said we'll talk when i am sober."

  He interrupts after few minutes. I can feel his eyes on me and i turn my gaze towards him.

  "Shall we?"

He asked and i find myself nodding.

He sit up on the bed crosses his legs. I close the book and place it on the night stand. And started to listen to him.

"I'm sorry for everything that happened between us, Jennie. I regret it. And i wish i could take it back. I know you can't forget what i did to us. Neither can i, But i want you to give me a chance to fix it."

"I-- " And then he cut me off.

"No. Let me complete. This time, you will listen to me, Jennie. I regret everything i've done, but i promised i didn't sleep with Natalie that night. I was too hurt to do anything. I admit that later op i slept with many girls..,"

He trails and look at me. I cringe at his words but try to cover it as he looks at me.

"But i regret doing that. I just did those things to get over you, get over whatever happened.

Tachyung

" I just want to forget you but i couldn't. I could never forget you or get over you. You are everything to me Jennie. Even though we were apart all these years, you mean everything to me. I regret missing my childrens four years of life and I am sorry. I don't know what else to say but i'm sorry."

"I just want you to give me a chance so that i can make it up to you and the kids, Jen."

He breathes. I realize that tears are streaming down my cheeks as my eyes burn.
 
  "Please, Jennie. " He said when i don't reply. I sighed deeply before speaking.

  "Taehyung.. I know you regret what you've done. I can see it in your eyes. But i don't know if i can give you another chance. I don't know if i can trust you, again. You always had this problem. You could never control your jealousy and you let the fake pictures get to you." I sighed.

"I forgive you Taehyung. But i don't think i can give you another chance."

"I know. We can take this slow. We can start with few dates and we'll take this slow. I know you need some time for everything and i will give it to you, as long as i know you are safe. We'll take this slow, okay?" He asked and before i can stop myself i nod my head. His face lights up and he smile at me.

I find myself smiling back after so many years, I fell myself complete again, and i just hope i didn't make a wrong decision..

To be continued....
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