Features || Junhan

20

As I was on my phone in the practice room, the band comes running in which made me slightly jump as it was quiet before a stampede of hyper girls came in.

Ever since my suicide attempt 2 days ago, I've been acting more differently then usual according to my manager. I barely talk anymore, I'm overworking myself more then usual, I'm earlier to work, I don't eat as much and more.
The members say that I'm in my room more, I'm cleaner then usual, I'm frowning more and others.

Junhan also says the same.
He's been checking up on me everyday ever since what happened on the rooftop. We exchanged numbers, and we're chatting way more. He always texts me a good morning and a goodnight. He makes sure to ask me how my day went, what I did, ect.

Honestly, with Junhan texting me like that, I'm starting to catch more feelings for him. Either way it wouldn't work out. He's debuting in about 2 weeks and he would have a dating ban for 3 years.

"Nari!" Aera smiles as she comes to hug me. I quickly stand up and head to my guitar, taking it off the stand and turning the amp on. Strumming some notes, the others look at me.

"Nari, we're not practicing today." Yuki sighs. My shoulders drop as I look at her with confused eyes. "You're going on a hiatus now because Hyeongjun told us your heatbeats were 112 2 days ago. Manager said that's too high and we can't risk it anymore."

"I'm not going on a hiatus yet. It's the idols decision if they want to go on a hiatus or not and I choose not too." I say sternly. "You don't even know the reason why my heartbeats were that high."

"Then why was it so high?" Chunja asks as she glares at me. "I can go over to Xdinary Heroes' practice room and ask Junhan myself since he was with you."
Then, Rose claps her hands together loudly as she points at me with wide eyes.

"She was with Junhan! She has a crush on Junhan, that's why her heartbeats were so high!" She shouts. I raise my eyebrows at her with wide eyes too.

"I don't like Hyeongjun! We're just friends and nothing more!" I shout back, stomping a foot on the ground loudly. "Even if I did like him, he wouldn't like me back. I'm just his group composer and a friend."

With that, I set my guitar back down on the stand and leave the room, going down to my studio with a visible frown on my face. I slam the door closed and turn the lights on, throwing myself onto the office chair at my desk.

Taking my phone back out of my pocket, I notice the notification from Junhan.

"Jungsu told me he saw you storm away.. is everything ok? call me when you see this.."

I chuckle softly as I look for his number in my contacts, then calling him. I put the phone up to my ear and hear a few dials before he picked up.

"Hey, you told me to call you." I sigh. He hums back in response.
"Guys, I'll be back in a bit I need to do something real quick." He says to his band members. I could hear him walk some places before talking back to me. "Hey, what's wrong?"

"It's just the girls," I then move to the sofa in the studio and lay down with a small groan. "They told me I'm going on a hiatus because you told them my heart beats went too high when we were on the rooftop."

"Maybe it's better for you then. We can't let your blood preassure get too high, you know?"

"Hyeongjun, I know. I've been told that a bunch of times for months now." With an eyeroll, I sigh. "I don't wan't to go on a hiatus yet."

"Please go on a hiatus, noona.. I want you to rest."