Features || Junhan

15

Walking into the practice room with an aching headache, all the girls were looking at me.
I shrug slightly thinking it was just another one of their little jokes and set my bag down on the sofas, then going over to my guitar.

"What are we practicing today?" I say, making sure my guitar was tuned.
"Nothing.." Yuki says with a sigh. Because of that, I instantly knew something was up. I set my guitar back down and join the others in their little circle in the corner of the room.

"What's up?" I ask, looking them all in the eyes. "Yuki barely sighs like that unless something is up."

"You didn't tell us.." Dasom says with teary eyes. Tell them what? I have nothing to hide other then my CHD, but they already know. It's just the public that doesn't know since I chose to keep it a secret until the timing is right.

"You didn't tell us you made up with Hyeongjun!" Chunja then cries out, tears streaming down her face. I look at the girl weirdly with a sigh. "My baby is growing up!"

"Chunja, no." Aera blinks a few times at the girl, pushing her away. "Nari isn't interested in lil' Hyeongjun. He's about to debut so it wouldn't work out either way."
"Mood breaker alert." Chunja mumbles as she wipes her tears, just to get her leg kicked by Aera. She puts a fist up to her mouth as she tries to tolerate the pain.

"Note to self: don't anger Aera." Rose says, then quickly pushing herself away from the smirking girl.

"Right, Nari." Yuki then starts. "Manager said that if there's anything new about your heart you tell him instantly."

"Can we just stop talking about my heart for once?" I sigh. "I get that it's a big thing, but I just want to live the rest of my life as if it was normal."

"How can we ignore it though?" Yuki groans, looking at me with doe eyes. "Nari, we all care for you-"

"JJ noona?" A voice comes from the door. We all turn our heads to look at the source.
A little shy boy was peeking his head through the slightly open door.

"Jun?" I say, signalling the shy boy to come in. I move a bit closer to Yuki so Junhan could join us.

"Did I interupt something?" He says, taking a seat beside me and scratches his neck nervously. We all shake our heads.

"We were just finishing talking about my heart condition." I say sternly before looking at the boy. His hair was dyed black and wasn't orange anymore. "You dyed your hair again?"

"The stylist said that they were just testing what hair colour I should go with for the debut trailers.. We're going to be shooting them soon. Maybe in a few weeks? I'm going to dye my hair mint next week, according to my stylist."
"Your orange hair was a total look, by the way." Dasom smiles charmingly with her dimples on display. Junhan thanks her with a nervous smile on his face.

"Anyway." I sigh. "You don't usually come for me unless you need something. What's up?"

Junhan then looks at me with slightly rosey cheeks and a nervous face, him also avoiding any eye contact with anybody.
"I need some help with the guitar work.. I can't get a part right and it's starting to frustrate me."

"Ok, get up and we can go to my studio. We'll practice there." I say. He smiles slightly and gets up quickly, dusting himself off and offering me a hand to help me. With a small smile I accept his offer and he pulls me up.

But then everything suddenly went blank in my mind. Everything was suddenly blurry, my headache got worse and all my limbs went limp. Then, all I saw was darkness.

"Nari noona!"