Features || Junhan

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Walking through the quiet halls of JYP, I see a small figure standing infront of my practice room on her phone as she held an envelope in her hands.
I approach the girl and greet her.

"Hey, Aera noona, do you need anything?" I ask quietly. She hums in response as I then notice her red eyes.
"Junhan, Nari wanted me to give this to you before she went to the airport earlier today. She said to read it when your alone and that nobody else should see it." She then passes me the envelope with a weak smile. "Also, tell your band to meet Celestial at Nari's studio in 10. She said theres stuff for you guys."

"Oh, yeah sure. Thanks." I smile as I wave her bye, then entering the practiceroom. I set my stuff on the floor and rest on the sofa. Luckily, the boys weren't here yet and they wont be for a few minutes. I quickly take out my phone and text on the Xdinary Heroes groupchat which didn't have Nari on it. I tell them to go to her studio in 10 minutes to meet Celestial quickly. Without any questioning, they all replied with yes' and thumbs up.

I sigh as I put my phone down beside me and look at the envelope in my hands. I slowly, and very carefully, open it and take out a lined piece of paper, then reading it;

Dear Junhan,
Hello.. It's Nari..
It might be a bit sudden that you're getting a note from me since.. well, we're awkward for some reason. I'm not really sure if I didn anything to make you mad at me or anything, but if I did do something then I'm really sorry.

Honestly, it was a joy seeing you debut. I remember the first day we bumped into eachother.. You offered me your hand but I got all shy and refused, so then I got up myself. You know, I was actually chasing Aera and when she notixed I wasn't behind her, she got curious and went back to me. Ever since that day she'd been teasing me about being with you which I was strongly agaisnt, but now look. I'm crying for you. I'm crying over a boy who can't even date and is way out of my leauge.

Thank you so much for making my first ever date memorable. I'll never forget the moment we shares together at the park, cafe, arcade, mall and that one hidden place where we watched the sunset. Also, thanks for the amount of momey you soemt just to win the bunny keychain from a crane machine.. When we ran through the rain tofether and later on played in it infromt of my house, us having a sleepover in my livingroom amd waking up to Yuki kicking me to pull us apart.. Agh, these were such good memories I never want to forget them. Ever.

I never thanked you properly for saving my life that one night on the rooftop.. When you pulled me up even though you aren't as string.. wow. And hugging me immediantly and listening to all my problems. Thank you so, so, so much for that. I've honestly been wondering where the hell you came from before I jumped, so once I come back hopefully you'll tell me once I'm back?

If I survive this heart transplant, I swear I'll look for you everywhere. I promise you. If I don't survive.. then I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough. I swear I'll look after you.. just from afar.

Either way, you don't know how proud I am of you and your band. You guys have worked so hard ever since September. The vocals, skills and, surprisingly, dance got better ever since. I'm so grateful to be your composer and to help you with your journey to debut. I hope you enjoy the hard life.. Value your sleep though.. You'll regret staying up all night working.

By the time one of the girls gave you this, I would already be on the plane so please don't contact me in anyway. Don't even think of me for a while, just go on as if I didn't exist at all. That's what you've been doing lately anyway, right?

It's late now.. so I should go to bed. I'm currently writing this on my bed at night while Aera is sprawled all over her bed.. Is that what I sleep like??
Either way, please continue working hard. I'll be Xdinary Heroes number 1 fan forever!

JJ, out! <3

As I close the handwritten letter, I then felt the tears on my cheeks. I was.. crying?
I quickly wipe my cheeks as I heae the door open, shoving the letter into the envelope again and hiding it underneath a pillow on the sofa and looking at the boys with a smile.

"Junhan! Let's go over to Nari's studio, I saw Yuki waiting for us outside of it." Gunil smiles at me as Jooyeon hooks his arm around mine, pulling me off the sofa and dragging me to JJ's studio where we then met Yuki comforting a crying girl who I later found out was Chunja.

"Hey boys." Yuki smiles as she greets us, us greeting her back. "The others are inside currently bawling their eyes out right now, so yeah.."

"Han Nari, why did you have to fucking go so soon?!" We all hear from inside the studio.
"That was Aera for your information." Yuki sighs. "You guyscan hang out with us for a bit if you wamt while you get your gifts. Each bag has a note in it and some gifts."

Another note?