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i yawned and turned in my bed as i slowly opened my eyes. i looked around for my phone and found it on the nightstand on charge.
"finna be laid up all day," i said to myself as i unlocked it. i had no desire to do anything or see anyone today.
just gonna order some takeout and be in my bed all day.
after scrolling on instagram for a while i checked my messages.
i was meant to be with bando today but i just didn't feel like it. i needed something new, something exciting, something toxic maybe? i don't know. but it wasn't giving anymore.
it was nothing wrong with bando, he was perfect and any girl would be lucky to have him but that girl is not me.
should i tell him or ghost him? or do like they do in the movies and make myself disgusting so he can hate me.
tuh. i'm just gonna do me.
bando U up?
ali let's go get that car today
nigga who said i wanted my car right now? he be doing too much sometimes.
i groaned and stretched before getting out of bed and going in the bathroom. after brushing my teeth and showering i went back to my bed and laid there naked in my towel.
i was so unbothered today like, all i wanted to do was just lay here. but i knew i couldn't. my body wouldn't let me. i had to get up and do something but there was nothing to actually do.
"hello?" i said answering ali's facetime call. he sat his phone up before moving around his room. "what are you doing?" i asked him.
"cleaning up," he said picking up a jacket and hanging it up. "we gettin that car today kaatjè," he said to me.
"but who said i wanted to?" i scrunched my face up. why is he making decisions for me right now?
"i did," he said putting his shoes away, "i thought about it, slept on it and decided we was goin today,"
"thanks but no thanks. i'm fine with the bus, the subway, walkin and ubers," i nodded. he turned to look at the camera and stale faced me causing me to snicker a little bit.
"bro we goin," he insisted, "i already put a deposit on that shit,"
"what the fuck.. why the fuck would you do some shit like that without telling me?" i said beginning to feel my face get hot.
"because.." he shrugged. i huffed as i wiped my face. i hated when people did shit like this. i didn't ask for it and i wasn't aware of it. next thing you know he gon be gloatin tellin people how he bought my car and shit.
