excuse all mistakes x
kaatjè myra rose | kj
monday 16th may, 2022"how you feelin?" shaad asked me as i sat down. i shrugged and looked everywhere but at him.
"you really bout to act like that? with me?" he asked before letting out a little chuckle.
i furrowed my eyebrows before shaking my head, "you said you wanted to talk so talk,"
"come sit over here tho," he said patting on his lap.
"naa i'm good over here," i sighed, "wassup shaad?"
"what was you in atl for?" he asked me.
"you deadass could've texted me that shit," i laughed throwing my hands up. i really just wanted to know what it is he had to say so i could make a decision for myself.
i obviously still liked shaad i just wasn't fucking with him at the moment. he did some stupid shit whilst messing with me and i wasn't jacking that like at all.
"aight," he sighed before getting up and sitting next to me. he eyed me before grabbing my hand.
"i'm sorry, like fr," he said. i felt his energy get calmer which made me calm down a little. he looked so good too in all black and he had his hair looking a hot mess but thats how i like my men sometimes ☹️.
"what i did was stupid and making you feel like this made me realise that i'm done with that weirdo shit and i know you don't believe me now but ima show you,"
i stared back at him for a second before shaking my head and letting out a little chuckle.
"it is what it is at this point," i shrugged, "if you wanna be onnat, fine. ima let you do you and continue to do me,"
"so i can't prove that i'm serious about you?"
"do whatever you want shaad," i waved him off. i definitely did want him to prove himself to me but if i play it like this i'll see if he's really all that serious or not.
"aight lemme get a hug," he said forcefully wrapping my arms around him then hugged me back tightly.
"i missed you mmm," he said sniffing me, "you smell so good, you look so good... mmm,"
i couldn't help but laugh.
"what a fuckin weirdo," i laughed. he pulled away from the hug and just stared at me whilst holding my hands.
"i wanna show you how much i missed you.." he said staring into my soul and licking his lips. i looked down at his shorts and saw something growing immediately knowing what typa timing he was on.
"naa you straight," i laughed moving away from him but he pulled me back then grabbed me by neck.
"you ain miss me?" he asked planting soft kisses on my neck. "ion even wanna do too much i just wanna eat it,"