I can't handle change [krdk]

feeling a void

Kirishima glanced over at Deku, it's been a week since she started to avoid him.

She felt bad for avoiding him but she was to embarrassed and ashamed from last week "hey shitty hair" bakugou nudged her "uh... yeah?" She looked over at him.

"Would you stop glaring at dumb deku" "I... I wasn't glaring-" "you were glaring!" Mina spoke grinning.

"Why are you grinning?" She raised an eyebrow "enemies to lovers?" She sighed softly leaning against sero "it's so romantic"

Kirishima rolled her eyes "Mina this isn't like your book" "it could be!" She pouted her lips as sero kisses her forehead "come on love leave kirishima alone"

"Oh! He's walking over here" she grins sitting back up "what!" She looked over and it's true he was in fact coming over here.

"I uh I have to go-" "wait" bakugou grabbed her forearm holding her back "did deku tell you and that's why you're avoiding him? Because if you are-"

"Tell me what?" Kirishima frowned as bakugou let go "forget it but if you're acting weird because of that I will drop you immediately"

Mina raised an eyebrow "whats the big secret?" "None of your fucking business"

Kirishima pouted slightly, what the hell was he talking about "hey kirishima! I uh... I was hoping we can talk?"

She looked up seeing deku right in front of her, fucking fantastic her plan to run off was a bust.

"Um.... I'm kinda busy" "oh... right sorry" he mumbled looking away "well once your free I'd love to talk" kirishima frowned feeling a twist in his gut.

"If you don't want him I'll take him" jirou spoke teasingly as he walked away.

"He doesn't like me first off and second off aren't you with kaminari?" Jirou rolled her eyes "I have two hands for a reason" "oh did you ask momo out?" Kaminari asked sitting next to her.

Her cheeks turned bright red "I told you that I only want you" "and I told you I was fine you dating her as well if you wanted to" he stuck his tongue out.

Kirishima shook her head smiling "you guys are cute" "anyways what the fuck is up with you and shitty deku? Are you the reason why he fucking canceled sparring with me?"

"He canceled?" "Yes he did! He was acting fucking weird to" bakugou glared at her "fine I'll talk to him" she mumbled.

She stood up walking over to deku's table a small smile on her lips "um midoriya?" He looked up from his tray "oh hi-"

"Can we talk?" He nodded "yeah of course" he got up from his table "I'll be back guys" he walked over to kirishima "um shall we go somewhere private" she nodded as he lead the way.

Once deku found an empty classroom he shut the door behind them "okay I just really want to apologize I know I should've knocked and it's been bugging me ever since if you don't forgive me that's fine-"

Kirishima covered his mouth with her hand "sorry... you talk to much" she teased removing her hand "I'm sorry for avoiding you.... bakugou mentioned something"

Deku's eyes widen slightly "w-what did he say?" "He said if you told me something and if I was freaked out by it then he'd drop me I'm not sure if he wants you to know that though"

Deku nodded sitting on one of the desks "he's... concerned because of middle school" he shrugged "I've never told anyone this" he whispered.

"You told me that you understood what I was feeling... how?" "We're a lot alike" deku took a shaky breath.

"I'm transgender... do you know what that means?" She pouted slightly "i'm not sure?" "Well I might look like a male but I wasn't born as one, I never get undressed in front of you guys for a reason"

Kirishima furrowed her eyebrows "I... I don't like how I look" she mumbles, deku stood up walking over to her grabbing her hand.

"I know how that feels, but I can promise you whatever your going through you aren't alone" "I'm just so confused" "it can be confusing but if you want we can talk more in my room?"

She smiled sweetly "I think I would like that a lot" "and we can go shopping together when you're ready, you're very beautiful kirishima" she couldn't help but look away a little blush on her cheeks.

"Oh uh... thank you... also thanks for not telling anyone" "your secret is safe with me" deku held out his pinky.

She sighed linking their pinks together "thank you" she whispered "anything for my best friend.... don't tell Kacchan I said that"

She giggles shaking her head "I won't" "maybe I can even braid your hair if you like" "that would be amazing"

Deku had a feeling they were about to become best friends.

An

Ahhhhh chapter three already 😭😭 I seriously can't believe that I already have this all planned out haha, I just wanna say thank you for reading!

I couldn't have kirishima avoid deku for long or I'd be a sobbing mess but there was a hint of angst and there will be more also there will be smut in this book at one point I don't know when but they'll be a warning if y'all don't like that kind of thing so don't worry to much! (: