I can't handle change [krdk]

He's a fucking idiot!

AN when it's italic means they're speaking in English lmfao (except that one line lol it's past tense) 

"I always wanted to come to Japan!" Esmae grins holding onto Deku's arm, Deku couldn't help but roll his eyes "Japan isn't that fancy" he spoke in a thick accent.

Esmae was from America she was also his stunt date or whatever you wanna call it, he wasn't happy about it but Esmae was popular in America while he was popular in Japan it worked out perfectly but he still missed his ex-girlfriend.

"oh whatever, anyways Cerise wants us to uh kiss at a public place" Deku's cheeks tinted red, they don't kiss often but when they do he couldn't help but get flustered.

"do we have to?" he grumbled "ugh don't be grumpy it's just a peck on the lips it's not like we're making out" "yeah but you also don't have an ex who you still love" "why don't you talk to her?" "Because... it's been a while she might've moved on" "move on from number one hero? I doubt that" she smiles.

Deku sighed walking into the agency building "if you see dynamight give me a warning he's pissed at me" Esmae giggled "well maybe I will" she shrugged her shoulders letting go of his arm.

"well isn't it fucking shitty deku" Deku froze on the spot seeing his childhood friend "kacchan hey..." "don't 'hey' me what the fuck is wrong with you? Didn't I tell you to not come back" "oh well you weren't kidding when you said he was pissed at you" Esmae's eyes widen slightly "oh did I say that right?"

 Deku groaned "not now Esmae" "holy fuck you brought your girlfriend?" 

Kaminari nudged bakugou "be nice you promised Kirishima-" "I promised I wouldn't hurt him I didn't promise I was gonna play nice" "we aren't actually dating" Esmae spoke up "it's a publicity stunt" 

"they wanted us to fucking date, don't worry I'm not happy about it either" Bakugou furrowed his eyebrows "why did you come back?" 

Deku looked down at his shoes sighing "I came back for Kirishima" "hah! I knew it" Esmae grins "I knew you came back for her" "I did but you just had to come along" Esmae pouted "they wanted that not me" 

Deku nodded "I know I'm sorry just frustrated" Esmae shrugged "it's fine pumpkin just win her over" "awe dude! that's so romantic" Kaminari spoke up "I'm sure she'll take you back in a heartbeat" 

Deku smiled gently "I sure hope so" "hey we're having a boys night out why don't you join us" "are you sure?" "ugh fine whatever join us I don't give a fuck just... apologize to shitty hair" Deku nodded "of course..?" "for breaking her heart" 

Deku frowned slightly "uh yeah... I will" he mumbles, he never wanted to break her heart but they both agreed it was best if they ended things.

He never wanted to leave without her but he knew if he kept seeing her beautiful face all he would feel is pain "um excuse me for a moment" he walked away from the two rushing to the bathroom.

he's a fucking idiot! he wanted to marry her and start a family with her. But then he got so fucking busy and was distancing himself and then he got scared of losing her shigaraki words hunting him.

"you think I won't hurt your precious darling? Just you wait Deku"

he closed his eyes tightly holding back the tears, all he wanted was for her to safe "Midoriya?" he jumped slightly hurrying and wiping the tears away.

He turned around giving Kaminari a weak smile "uh hey sorry i-" "Esmae told us" he frowned "why didn't you tell us" he bit down on his lip tears in his eyes "I... I didn't want anyone else to get hurt" Kaminari sighed softly.

"I get that" he walked over to him squeezing his cheeks together "but you have family and friends who care so much about you, we're gonna be there no matter what being a hero has a cost but losing someone you love because you're scared is so much worst" Deku couldn't help but giggle.

"that's how you ended with kacchan huh?" he mumbles out as Kaminari lets go of his cheeks nodding "I almost lost him in a battle and I told myself that I would regret not telling him how I feel"

Kaminari gave him a weak smile "kats pissed at you but I can understand why you left" "I still love her so fucking much" he whispered.

"and she loves you so much... she'd kill me but you guys were meant to be together it was obvious from the start" Kaminari grins "let's go out and have some fun then I'll help you win her back" "you're truly the best kami-" "you can call me Denki we're best friends now" "ah thank you Denki" "you're welcome now let's get going before kacchan hunts us down"

Deku nodded walking out of the bathroom, his eyes were still red from crying but he had a wide smile on his face.

he was going to win her back no matter what it took for him to win her back.

AN

AHHHHHHHH heart break everywhere I hope you guys enjoy the angst lol