I can't handle change [krdk]

I'm fried.

Deku looked at Kirishima a small smile on his lips, he always admired her.

"earth to Izuku!" Ochako spoke waving her hands in front of his face, he jumped slightly blushing as he moved her hand away "sorry I was... distracted" Ochako furrowed her eyebrows looking over at her shoulder "at Kirishima?" "no! not at all" he giggled nervously.

"we're supposed to be studying" todoroki mentioned putting his pencil down "but if you want to droll over him-" "shotou! he's not gay" 

and this is the exact reason he hasn't come out to his friends, he rubbed his arm looking away from ochako "there's other sexualities" Tsuyu spoke up "like bisexual and pansexual-" "tsuyu bisexual is just a-" "don't you dare finish that sentence near me" todoroki spoke up glaring at her "my brother is bisexual and if you start with that bullshit I will leave" 

Deku looked over at todoroki smiling "your brother is bisexual?" "yeah" he shrugged his shoulders "I don't mind it, whatever makes him happy" 

"sorry I didn't mean to offend you" ochako frowned "guys we're supposed to be studying" Iida spoke up looking at the group raising his eyebrow.

"sorry Iida" deku mumbled "um I think I need to talk with Kirishima she- sorry he uh is looking at me" he grabbed his books "we can study another time" he then walked away going towards kirishima's table.

"what the hell is up with him?" Ochako asked "he's acting all weird" "I think he's fine just because you have a crush-"

"shut up!" ochako cover todoroki's mouth with her hand "I do not have a crush... and even if I did I obviously have no chance" "you don't know that, you should ask him out?" tsuyu nudged her.

"I don't know...." she whispered removing her hand from todoroki's mouth "he doesn't seem interested in me" "trust me he always talks about you" Iida spoke up as there's a blush on her cheeks "maybe I will ask him out" she mumbles out.

Kirishima looked smiling "hey izu I thought you were with your friend group" "oh I was.... but I was wondering if we could study?" 

"oh uh... yeah that's fine with me" she mumbles moving some of her stuff out of the way "sorry I wasn't expecting any company" Deku grins sitting next to her "that's alright so where's your friend group huh?" "oh I usually don't study with them, kaminari get's distracting" she shrugged her shoulders.

"I can see that" deku chuckled opening his book "um... you look really pretty today" Kirishima blushes softly "did you come over here to flirt or to study?" she teases glancing down at her book.

"maybe a little bit of both" he bit down on his lip "I'm sorry does it make you uncomfortable?" "no just kinda shocks me, you never flirted with me before" Deku sighed "I guess maybe because of kacchan" he glanced over at his should furrowing his brows as ochako glared at Kirishima.

"um kacchan told me to stay away from his friends ya know" "and now look at you, hitting on his best friend" she teased nudging his foot with hers.

he laughed softly "actually I'm his best friend you can take second place though" he looked back at her "hey your hair is up? sorry I'm just noticing" "seems like you're noticing a lot of things now"

Deku sighed softly "yeah I guess" he shrugged "I just... after two weeks ago in the room" deku paused for a moment "I feel less alone" he whispered "hey... did something happen?" "there's a reason I never came out to anyone" he frowned slightly "it's dumb" "it's not dumb if you're upset about it" he looked down at his lap twiddling his fingers.

"uraraka is a good friend but I think deep down she's homophobic it just makes me less safe" Kirishima frowned grabbing his hand giving it a small squeeze "hey I know it's hard to leave a friend but if she doesn't love you for you then she's not worth it" 

Deku smiled softly looking at her hands in his "your right I should talk to her I guess" "you don't have to come out to her" she whispered.

He looked up "thank you Ei... did you choose a name?" he whispered the last bit "not yet but I don't know I kinda like you calling me ei" she smiles.

"well we should really start studying now" "or we could go back to my dorm and watch something?" "ugh your really gonna hurt my grade" he teased "it's what I do best" she giggles "so is that a yes?" "of course it's a yes" deku let her hand go even though he really wanted to keep holding it "thank god because I'm literally fried! let's get out of here" she grabbed her books leading him the way.

"wait Ei!" he giggled grabbing his book following after her, after reaching her room she panted slightly "well that was fun" "hey we still need to go out you know" he mumbled as she opened the door "you don't have to...." she mumbled sitting her books on her desk "you can sit your books next to mine" he walked in shutting the door behind him.

"I know I don't" he put his books next to hers walking over to her "but you did look pretty in that skirt.... and I saw this dress and maybe you can try it on"

Kirishima blushes humming thinking it over, it wouldn't be so bad if he went with deku to the mall would it?

"okay fine you've convinced me, we can go next week" Deku grins "and you promise to show me?" "well you'll be the judge so of course" "god you're amazing" "not as amazing as kacchan-" "shut up" deku laughed shaking his head.

"um.... can we cuddle? friends do that right?" Deku nodded "uh sure" he kinda felt disappointed that she only saw them as friends but if she wasn't ready for a relationship or she just wasn't interested in him that was fine.

"what movie should we watch?" "oh uh maybe tangled? it's a cute movie" "sounds perfect to me!" Kirishima grins putting it on "okay let's settled in" she walked over to her bed laying down, deku didn't mind if they never dated he's just happy to find someone that can relate to him.

He laid down beside her wrapping his arm around her waist "why is it always cold in your room?" "so we can cuddle duh" Kirishima teased.

Deku rolled his eyes "sure thing princess" he chuckled "you don't have to have your room cold for me to cuddle with you by the way" he whispered as she shivered slightly.

how the hell did deku end up here? not that he was complaining about it.

AN

OH MY LORDDDDDDD at first I was gonna write deku touching himself to Kirishima but just couldn't get the vibe so I just wrote this before and I know people hate bad ochako but we need a bad guy okay lmaoo anyways maybe something will happen at the mall .... who knows (;

thank you for reading and I'm hoping ya'll liked it!