I can't handle change [krdk]

Am I manly enough?

Cw(??) mention of dysphoria

Deku: hey ei.... I have a question

Ei: and what is that question?

Deku: ugh dysphoria is kicking my ass right now and I don't know... I was hoping we could hang out. If you don't want to that's fine though!

Ei: dudeeeee you're literally my boyfriend where are you right now?

Deku: shit uraraka is walking towards me SAVE ME IM IN THE KITCHEN I WENT TO GET A SNACK

Ei: oh no my poor prince ): I'm on my way to save you🫡

Deku: thank you, princess 💚🫶

Ei: okay well now it might take a while I'm blushing here man!

Deku: .... do not take your time I need you here

Deku:

"Deku!" he sighed putting his phone away he really didn't have the patients for this girl "hey what's up?" "oh nothing much" she shrugged her shoulders.

"did you have something to say or...?" he asked grabbing a snack from the fridge "oh right! I was just wondering how your date went...?" "um-" "it went horrible!" Kirishima spoke grinning "he cried in my room all night saying he got stood up" Deku glared at his girlfriend.

but he couldn't really stay mad at her for long "oh I'm sorry to hear that... I know it's a little too soon but maybe we can go on a date? I won't stand you up-"

Deku raised an eyebrow glancing at uraraka "oh that sounds lovely-" Kirishima gapped at him "seriously?" she asked excitedly "sorry I was only kidding uraraka" he sighed "I have a..." "boyfriend" Kirishima finished for him.

"a boyfriend?" she pouted slightly "but you don't look-" "uraraka! what did I say about you saying shit" shouto glared at her as Deku giggled "I might not look the part but I am bisexual"

Kirishima walked over to her boyfriend kissing his cheek "yeah it's me I'm his boyfriend" Deku couldn't help but blush.

He wrapped an arm around her waist looking over at her "you're looking beautiful as ever" "okay I'm still right here" she scoffed slightly "just let them be" shouto spoke up "but Kirishima told me-"

Kirishima scrunched up her nose "sorry... I was just joking around I didn't mean to hurt your feelings in any way" she did mean to hurt her feelings for being a homophobe.

"well I and izu are going to my room now" she grabbed his hand lacing their fingers together "we're probably gonna do a skin routine" "can I join" sero grins walking into the kitchen "no" Kirishima chuckled softly "go hang out with your boyfriend" sero groaned, "I told you we're not boyfriends" "whatever!"

she dragged Deku to her room "who's the boyfriend" "shouto" she giggled opening the door "but you didn't hear it from me" Deku chuckled walking towards her bed sighing "I hope I wasn't bugging you"

"nonsense! you're always welcomed my love" she sighed walking over to her bed "what's the matter?" she cupped his cheek as he leaned into her touch "I just needed you" he whispered looking into her ruby red eyes.

She cooed kissing his temple softly "I just.. it's hard" he frowned "I look at myself and no matter the change I had I still feel like this isn't my body"

She frowned letting go of his cheeks whipping away the tears "I know it's hard" she whispered "oh god! am I triggering you I can shut up-" "you aren't triggering anything izu" she pecked his lips softly.

"you can tell me to shut up" "why? because of Kacchan~" she teased running her fingers through his curls "did you wanna lay down?"

he nodded his head laying his head on her lap looking up at her "thank you" he whispered as she played with his hair "anything for my boo" she kissed his nose gently.

how did he get so lucky to have her "hey what's wrong?" she asked frowning whipping the tears away "god sorry I'm such a mess" he sniffled closing his eyes tightly.

"izu baby you don't need to apologize for crying" he opened his eyes "I... I never showed someone this side of me" he mumbled "not even kacchan" "that just means you trust me" "kinda like when a cat gives birth in your room" Kirishima giggled softly "sure why not"

he sighed "can we cuddle" he whispered "I just kinda want to be held right now" "you really don't need to ask, I thought we were going to but you laid your head on my lap" she smiled softly as he moved "sorry"

"you say sorry a lot huh?" "yeah I kinda do" he smiled weakly laying beside her turning on his side to look at her "you're really stunning"

"I'm in my pj's" "yeah? so what" he stuck his tongue out playfully "means I don't look my best" she giggled "you're always stunning" he whispered a soft look in his eyes, he pushed her hair behind her ear "I'm really lucky to have you by my side"

her cheeks turned bright red "ugh izu! you're making me all blushy" "I know that's the whole point" he teased moving a strand of hair out of her eyes "I think I need to re-dye my hair" she mumbles.

"to be honest I never knew you dyed your hair until right now" "that's because I cover my roots" she giggled "would you like to help?" "of course my beautiful girlfriend"

She pressed a gentle kiss to his lips cupping his cheeks, he closed his eyes kissing her back passionately.

she pulled away slightly "what was that for" he mumbled pulling her close to him "every time you call me beautiful or even your girlfriend I just wanna smooch you" he chuckled resting his hands on her back "I don't mind kissing you" he pecked her lips softly.

she giggles glancing at her clock sighing "it's getting late" she mumbles "I hate curfew" he grumbled furrowing his eyebrows.

"you... you can stay here" she whispered as her cheeks turned bright red "only if you want to" "a sleepover with my girlfriend?" he grins "I'm obviously going to love that idea my love" "so is that a yes?" she asked.

"of course, it's a yes waking up next to you would be amazing" he sighed softly "I just remember I'm not wearing any PJs" Kirishima rolled her eyes "you can borrow some of mine they might be a little big though"

"that means I have to get up" he groans "fine you big baby sleep naked for all I care" she teased "hey we're not there yet" he grins kissing her lips in a gentle kiss.

she moaned lowly as he pulled away biting on her lip gently "izu" she whined "we're supposed to be sleeping" she mumbled, "with the lights on?"

she giggled getting up and turning the lights off "I know we're not there yet but you can sleep with your hoodie and boxers I don't mind" she crawled back into bed "big spoon or little spoon?" she asked "you're the little spoon"

She grins pecking his lips one last time turning around, he smiled softly as he took his jeans off leaving him in his hoodie and boxers.

he turned to his side wrapping an arm around her waist pulling her close "I can get used to this" he whispered "so can I... now go to sleep" "okay I will" he mumbled kissing her shoulder softly.

An

Deku suffering is one of my favorites but at least he's not alone suffering! Also kirishima teasing deku about Uraraka is so funny and will forever be funny 🤭🤭