Magazines ruin everything

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Chapter 14:

Louis's POV:

My guilt is slowly eating away at my soul. I know! I dramatic, but what else do you expect from me? Forgive and forget. I have to do exactly that. I toss and turn in my bed. I can't sleep. Harry did nothing. Well, besides lying on television, but that's besides the point! I told him I still loved him that night. I do. I really do! I don't know what happened at the carnival! It-it was a mistake? No. It wasn't. I did on purpose. I meant it. I-I don't know. It would kill me if anyone found out. Especially Charlotte or Harry. Charlotte always is there for me. Talking about my problems. Letting me cry my eyes out, an I am there for her. I remember when she was fifteen telling me she looked up to me. It made me so happy. I vowed from that day on to so no wrong for her. Of course I slipped. Like going out with the boys and getting drunk, but it's not my fault. I would hate to loose that. She would hate me for hurting Harry. They've always been the closest. I am pretty sure it's because he saved her that awful night. He was her first savior. He was the first person to care for her. About her. Then there's Harry ... He would ... I can't ... It's to painful. I hope nobody finds out! Ever!

Harry's POV:

I decided to go on my laptop since I can't sleep. I know it's not a good idea. I know eventually I'll end up reading more fan fics. Hopefully th- WHAT THE HELL? I see a magazine article. Obviously there will be news about us. But this is shocking, disgusting, gut-wrenching, heart breaking, soul shattering, article ever. The title is

'Louis caught with new girl?' Then there is a picture of him and that girl from yesterday. At a carnival. Kissing. My heart breaks as I read the article.

"Louis Tomlinson, 1/5 of the hot up and coming British-Irish boy band. We saw Tomlinson, 21, Leave his and band mates, Harry Styles, Liam Payne, Niall Horan and Zayn Malik, house with this brown eyed beauty. They went on some wild rides and local theme park. But the wildest ride of all? When Tomlinson and brown eyed beauty started kissing out in the open. A inside source even said they heard a 'I love you' from Tomlinson to his mystery girl. Is this a serious long lasting relationship I see? Most likely. So who is Tomlinson's new love?"

Tears stream down my face. So. This is what he did yesterday. Screw forgive and forget! I am not putting up with this! I did what I did to save him from emotional, mental, and I hate to say maybe even physical pain! He said he always will love me! He said he'll forgive me over time! He is a fucking coward! What he did is unforgivable! I go to my closet and take down my suitcase. I am not sitting here. I rip shirts off their hangers and stuff in the bag. I open my drawers and get my jeans. I must've been too loud because I hear a knock. I shove everything in the bag, I grab my phone and open the door. It's Charlotte. Shit. She looks at me. I am pretty sure my eyes are red, and puffy. I sniff. She looks at my bag.

"Harry?" She squeaks. She looks on the brink of crying.

"Where are you going?" She asks in a tiny voice. I can't do this not now. I move past her without a word. I quietly go downstairs. I don't need anyone else to wake up. Lord knows I couldn't say no to all of them. It's going to be hard enough to say no to Charlotte alone. Sure enough she follows me down.

"Pleas tell me." She pleads. I slip on my shoes.

"Don't go!" She cries out. I pull on my jacket.

"Is it my fault?" She suddenly asks. I stop. My hand on the front door.

"No. It's not your fault. It's mine. I am sorry I had to drag you into this messed up group of people. We're all liars, really. It's not your fault it's mine." She sobs as I open the door and walk out. I don't look back.

"Harry! Don't go!" Her screams one last time before I start the car. I pull out of the drive. She's kneeling in the doorway. Face in her hands. Sobbing. I don't know when I'll come back. Or if I'll ever be back.

Charlotte's POV:

"Harry! Don't go!" I scream. I collapse to the ground. The pain of him leaving feels like physical pain. Not just emotional. He backs out of the driveway and leaves. Not a second thought to it. How could he leave me? He never said where he's going. He just left! Why did he leave? I am surprised, really, nobody woke up yet. I shiver as the cold air nips my skin. I standup shakily and shut the door. It's surreal. The person I trust most in the world, who I shared everything with, he was my best friend. He promised to stay with me. Does he not love us anymore? Does he not love me? Maybe he hates me because I set up that whole chain of events that lead up to his heart being broken. That's it. He hates me because of the dare! I go upstairs to his room. I look in his closet. All his things are gone. Tears fall on the floor. His room is empty. I see a picture missing from a frame. It's the one on my fifteenth birthday. Harry in my right, Louis in my left. I feel hope flicker inside me. If he took that he must not hate. I turn. I see the glow of his laptop. I go over and see what's on it. I stop breathing.

'Louis caught with new girl'. I read the article. I know as soon as I read the title, this is why Harry left.

***Sorry this is a short chapter. But it drops a lot of bombs! Harry left! Louis kissed Paige! What is going on? I don't know ... Well, yes I do know. But you don't. I like it that way! Hahahahaha! So hope you kiddies enjoyed that drama filled chapter!

Lots of Love

Taylor:)***

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