Tom Holland Imagines: Volume 2

A Heartfelt Message (please read...)

Hello, everyone. As I'm sure you've noticed, I've not been active in weeks, and even when I have been it's inconsistent and not as sincere. You, my readers, are so important to me. I haven't been entirely honest with you and you deserve an explanation. 

For a while now, I've been struggling a lot with my mental state. It goes back and forth a lot, though I admit I'm a lot better than I was. And dealing with my own feelings has made it really hard to be as devoted to Tom as I once was.

First of all, it feels a lot like he's become more of a celebrity, a figurehead, than a real person. Of course, I don't blame him for this. He's still Tom and I will always love him. But life moves on and things change. And sometimes that means your relationship with your fans gets a little less personal. I understand this completely and I don't fault him for it at all. But life has been moving on for me too, though very slowly, and it got really hard to see someone's life taking off in all the right directions when mine felt like it was headed backward. 

I will always love Tom. I will always support his choices and I will always go and see his movies, though I may not be first in line. I will always consider myself a fan even if I don't follow his interviews or keep him as my lockscreen. But I can't keep pretending he's as big a part of my life right now as he once was.

So I'm taking a break. I'm not going to lie to you and say I'll update weekly because I don't know when I will. But this isn't goodbye! Whenever I get a little burst of inspiration you can bet I'll be right back here in a heartbeat.

More than anything, I want to thank all of you so much for all of the love and support I've received over the past 3 years. You are all so incredible and I could never have gotten this far in my journey without you. Thank you for all of the laughs and all of the jokes and for all of the friendships I've built with you. I truly love you all so much and I hope you can understand.

Stay sweet ✌🏻

Sophia