Heartbeats 💕[Sebastian Stan x female reader]

[18] Concern

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CW: This chapter is hard stuff. If you don't feel good with reading it, please skip.
Warning: panic attacks, emotional roller coaster, descriptions of injuries and accidents.

But I promise: The end is adorable. ♡

December 4th 2022 - Atlanta
Anthony's words shocked her and it felt like her body forgot how breathing works. Her heart stopped beating and her lung screamed for oxygen when she finally took a deep breath. Her hand that was holding the phone was trembling and she felt like she would collapse.

„Y/N are you there?" Anthony asked concerned.

„Can I see him?" was the only response y/n was able to give him.

„He is unconscious at the moment because he needed to have surgery, but of course you can see him. I'll send you an Uber. You're not gonna drive on your own right now." Anthony said and y/n could hear him sigh.

Of course he was scared and concerned as well. Seb was one of his best friends and they knew each other for years. Their job was dangerous but thankfully nothing worse than a sprained ankle had happened before. Until last evening.

„Thanks Mackie", y/n whispered and ended the call.

She was still shocked and didn't know what to do. So she tried to focus on the upcoming trip to the hospital. She needed to change her clothes and pack her stuff.

It felt like the world happened in slow motion now when she changed into the outfit from yesterday night and grabbed her phone, a phone charger, her purse and some other stuff to put it into her handbag.

A notification on her phone told her that the Uber driver was waiting outside of her apartment complex so she grabbed her keys and ran out or the apartment.

She needed to see him. As soon as possible.

The drive to the hospital were the longest 30 minutes y/n ever experienced. It seemed like time just decided to not go by anymore. As if there was someone punishing y/n so that she was not able to see Sebastian.

The Uber held right in front of the main entrance of the hospital and she could see Anthony waiting outside - smoking a cigarette.

She didn't knew that he was smoking. Maybe he was just trying to calm his nerves.

The door shut behind her and she wasn't even able to thank the driver. She hurried to Anthony who stub out his cigarette on the floor.

When he saw her pale face and the trembling in her whole body, he pulled her into a hug. Tears were falling down her cheeks and soaked Anthony's shirt. He could hear a snob from his shoulder.

„He's gonna be okay, y/n. Everything is going to be fine." he whispered before letting her go from the hug. She wasn't sure if he just said that to convince her (and maybe himself) that it will be alright or if it was the truth.

„What happened?" she stumbled.

Anthony saw that she was not looking good and pointed on a bench next to the entrance. No need for her to be admitted to the hospital as well.