Destined

Mine.

Jungkook's PoV

I woke up to the most beautiful sight in the world today. Usually my baby bear wakes up before me (everyone wakes up before me in this household). But today I did. And I was greeted by the most handsome face in the whole world.

How can someone look so ethereal while sleeping? Beats me.

He cuddles when he sleeps. He pouts when he sleeps. Sometimes he sleeps with eyes half closed. Sometimes he smiles in his sleep. Its not like I haven't woken up to him beside me before. But now its different. Now he's mine.

Mine.

Just the thought makes me feel all warm inside. I must've done something really good to deserve this angel in disguise in my life. So I plan to cherish him for all my life and beyond.

When I first stepped into this idol world, I was scared as hell. The only thing going for me was my voice, honestly. And I wasn't even confident about that. I was so starstruck (was?) with RM, that I decided I wanted to be around him. My decision was based on a boy who was three years elder to me. But what do you expect from a thirteen year old? To weigh the pros and cons of the music industry before saying yes? Pfffft.

Kim Taehyung changed my world. He turned it upside down and made everything alright. With him it was like I'd be okay as long as this guy's got my back. And nothing's changed there.

I don't think I ever considered him as a brother, or a friend, or a band mate. I don't think I ever tried. My shy introvert self also knew that this guy is beyond labels in my life. It wasn't just because he helped me open up. No. That's what everyone thinks. He is like a warm fuzzy blanket. He can become a parent, a clown, an older sibling, a younger brother, a friend, a lover, and a whiny toddler at the blink of an eye. And he has this uncanny ability to become who I need him to be at the moment.

I grew up with these six guys, away from family, away from the life of a regular teenager. While Jin hyung will always be my resident parent figure (I don't know how he did it, he was twenty when he was entrusted with this fifteen year old brat), and will forever hold that very special place in my heart, Taehyungie hyung will always be my oxygen. My eyes look for him whenever I am in need for comfort. It doesn't matter that now I have other friends, I have grown closer to the members, opened up, become more popular. One look into baby bear's eyes is all takes to make me feel that I'll be alright.

I honestly wish everyone finds someone like him in their lives. He is my safe place. I baby him a lot but he is the only person who can calm down Jeon Jungkook. There is no one else who has that effect on me.

Sometimes I wonder how everyone understands all these things from afar. Why our company separated us when we were not even in a relationship. Why there are so many people so passionate about Taekook? Is it because what they say about not being able to hide true love?

When did I realise I had fallen for him? Ohh Tae has bugged and bugged and bugged me to tell him. But it is embarrassing. And enraging at the same time. So when Hobi hyung kissed him on his lips, it was supposed to be a fun thing right? It wasn't. Not for me. I was so angry (calm down Jeon Jungkook, it was a game, breathe in, breathe out). So I was saying. I didn't know why I was angry and it was frustrating. That day my struggle with my sexuality began. I just couldn't digest it, I couldn't understand why it had to be Tae (okay, I still can't).

But when he went away to shoot for Hwarang was when I totally lost it. I think that was when I slowly came to terms with the fact that I want him around me all the time. And this is not how I feel about anyone else. By the time he came back from the shoot, I had realised that I had fallen for Kim Taehyung. And the love has just grown bit by bit every single day. It's like I can't even help it anymore.

He's my endgame.