"I have been desperate I surmise.
But how can I be not, then again?
It's as if my sanity depended on it.
I had no choice and I still don't have.
It's always a struggle.
I have been wriggling myself out
And yet every minuscule move is a failure...
My bearings are impossible, almost surreal;
Sometimes I couldn't get myself to stand firmly up
and fight this raging battle.
Somebody tell me how can I keep up?
For every time,
I find myself lost, exhausted, and worn out.
It's a never ending cycle.
I just can't bore a hole out.
Can you rescue me?
I need help..."
