Next thing I knew,
I was a captive..
I feel like my nerves are wrecked.
I lost my senses,
or so it seems..
I couldn't see through,
It was a total black out.
My skull seems to squeeze my brain tight,
it feels swollen.
I couldn't think,
at least rationally.
My pulse is throbbing painfully,
my veins seem to dilate to burst.
"Where am I?" I croaked.
My voice is worse,
from screaming for like forever.
And now my throat feels thick and sore.
My muscles are weak.
Tired.
Beaten.
I lost all my strength from fighting.
I couldn't move without hurting.
My heart is beating so loud.
The only sound I hear in this eerie silence.
It is beating so fast making it hard for me to breath.
Now I have to struggle to breath in my pathetic hope of staying adrift
even if every gulp of air is suffocating.
I am here
in this God forsaken place.
Every second is a torture as I struggle to survive.
Why do I even try?
When I already lost any reason to live.
I don't know how I got here
in this God forsaken place,
but I think I know why..
