When is the best time to love someone?
How is it to know if you've loved in the first place?
These questions kept bugging my already scattered mind.
God I'm at a loss.
Seems like i've been blazing a trail that would end to never.
I want to do what i long to do
but simple logic holds me as if questioning my sanity;
What is it that I long to do in the first place?
What is it that I really want?
Am I making any sense at all?
I wanted to be blown away by love,
by someone who's inlove with me.
But these irrational fears I have keep on taunting my already brittle faith.
What if everything was a lie?
What if I was just played?
What if everything was fake?
God tell me. How can I be assured?
How can I be at peace?
How can I trust?
How can I love?
How can I be happy at last?
