Neverland, Heaven or hell

Chapter 4 the confushion

" come on" pan said, gesturing me to go into a cage that was made off sticks and some grass. I was scared. I followed and did what I was told, just like I would do at the house.
He closed the door behind me and locked it. I was cramped into it. They pulled a rope that was connected to the small cage, and pulled me up so I was hanging a good 15 feet above the camp. They walked away and continued to cheer and play, as if I wasn't there. Peter, Pan. I don't know what to call him.
He was sitting on a rock that was on the side, and just stared at me. We kept eye contact for a while, until I broke it and ducked my head into my lap.
I cried, quietly so no one would here, I'm not going to show them that in weak. Even though I feel small and powerless, I won't let them see.
I started thinking about the house, if they realize I was gone, if they even cared. Then some how my dear sister came to mind, she was only three, but you could tell, if she had grown up, she would have been stunning.
Ella was always, happy, bubbly, and sweet. I was the opposite, small even though I was older I was small enough to look three when I was really five, I was shy, scared. Everything Ella was, was the exact opposite of what I was.
" what are you thinking?"
I turned to see pan with a plate of food, some grapes and French bread.
" nothing of your concern that's for sure" I said looking away and pretending he wasn't there. I heard him sigh.
" here" he said and pulled the rope down. The cage was now on the ground. He opened the door and handed me the plate.
" how do I now you didn't poison it?"
" I didn't"
" well, I'm not hungry" I lied,unfortunately my stomach growled, proving that I lied.
He just chuckled and sat down on a rock and stared at me. I refused to look at him. I kept my eyes on the food, deciding if I should eat it.
Soon I got tired of just looking at it and picked up the grapes, inspecting each one before I ate it. I nibbled at the bread, and looked around.
Once I was done, pan got up and started to leave.
" wait!" I called not thinking twice, he stopped and looked at me " please, tell me why am here?! Why did you take my from the house?"
" you well find out soon enough" was all he said and left.
Did he not realize he left me on the ground? The door was locked, but not for long.
Soon all if the lost boys fell asleep, pan was no where to be seen. I toke my chance and grabbed a near by rock and started hitting the lock. One of the boys moved and I froze and held my breath. After a minute I continued with the rock.
Finally it snapped, I pushed the cage door opened and crawled out, careful not to snap any twigs.
I made a run for it.
I ran as fast as I could. I started thinking of where I was going to, I have no where to go, I can't fly away.
I stopped on my tracks, I was only a few yards of the beach. I started walking to it, I felt the sand under my bare feet. I looked up at the moon light, in hope that something or some one would take me away.
I never asked to be taken here, but at the same time, I was glad I was brought here. It's way from the terrible house, away from the fighting, the depression. I never in my life felt so free, and so trapped at the same time.