Neverland, Heaven or hell

Chapter 11 The game and nightmare

We arrived back at camp, and without being told, went strait to my cage and locked it. pan came over and jiggled the lock to see if it was to loose, it wasn't so he walked away. I watch him pull out a pipe, and start playing it. the music was beautiful, incanting even.
Still playing the pipe he looked over at me. we held eye contact for a while tell he put it down and walked over to me. I was scared, what if he was going to drag me out and hit me again, I back away as much as I could when he opened the door. when he reached out I yelped and let a single tear fall.
He saw and moved his arm away, I looked up and saw his eyes full of regret. he pulled out the pipe, and my eyes grew, I loved music, it had saved my life many times.
He looked to me and started to play, never breaking are eye contact. I carefully turned myself and got a inch closer to listen to the music. he smiled, he put it down on the ground.
" You can here the music?" he said, I just slowly nod " interesting" he mumbled
" How?" I whispered
" Only special people can here it, people who feel lost, unloved" he answered I looked down I'm both. I see him reach in side a small bag and pull out a bread " you won't through it at me, will ya?" I quickly shake my head and he smiles. I haven't eaten since this mourning, and it looks like its at least midnight. he hands me it and I grab it. I turn away and nibble on it, while doing so I also waited to hear him leave.
By the time I was down eating, I still hadn't heard him walk away. I turn around to see him gone, the boys asleep, and the cage door wide open...
It's a test, it has to be. pans seeing if I'll run away again, so then he can get me, it's a game! well, that's to bad because I don't feel like playing.
I grabbed the door and slammed it loud, so he could hear. I curled back up, trying to get as comfortable as possible. I closed my eyes, and felt myself go to sleep.
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I woke up to see that everyone was gone, the boys, even the tents and weapons. my cage door was some how reopen when I remember slamming it shut.
" I don't want to play!" I yell I slowly crawl out and stand up, I stumble a little. my legs were sore from being so cramped up, I walk up to the fire pit, there wasn't any fire in it, not even smoke. I place my left hand on a small piece of the burnt wood. it was still warm, they couldn't have gone far.
I turn around to find a paper stabbed to the tree with an arrow. I slowly walk to it and grab the end of the arrow and pull it out. the paper swiftly fell to the ground as I threw the arrow over my shoulder. I pick it up and it read;
- let's play hid-n-seek
Your it-
" I said I don't want to play any games pan!" I called another arrow shot at me and was barley an inch away from my head. " I said no!" I shouted in that direction, about five more arrows came at me, i ducked and dodged to the side. but still I found my arm had been scratched, I'm just lucky, they could have done worse. once the last arrow missed me, I got up and faced the area. " Fine! Ass!" I yell
My voice was still scratchy because I had screamed so loud from the dreamshade. "how do I play?" I mumbled
" You have to find the 14 boys and me" pan whispered behind me I turn my head a little, he was gone
" And if I win, or lose?"
" If you lose, you clean the kills for a week, you win.." he paused " ill let you see your sister, for a day" my breathing stopped, she's, dead " my shadow can bring back a soul from the dead, but only for a day, once a month" he read my mind
I nod, excepting the challenge.i ran to the area were the arrows algae came from and found two lost boys crouching behind a bush. they didn't see me so I snuck up in them.
I quickly push them in it the bush " found ya!" then ran away.
I started to look for tracks, anything that would give me a hint were they are.
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I've found thirteen lost boys, which just leaves Felix and Pan. the lost boys were telling me that I'll never find them, there the best at this game. Great...
It's almost dark, and once it turns dark the games over, and I'll lose if I can't find them. I've looked all over the island, except... I ran to the last area I hadn't covered, my favorite spot, the beach.
I moved the shrubs and branches out of my way, I jumped on the soft sand, I looked up to see Felix and Pan standing on the sand looking at me with smiles
" Ya found us" Felix said he walked away in to the trees, probably to camp.
Pan turned around, facing the water, and his back to me. I slowly walked up to up and stood by his side.
I looked to him then followed his gaze to the sun set. " that was a fun game" I said not taking my eyes off the scenery, I heard pan chuckle.
" Your sister will be here tomorrow mourning, you should get some rest" I look down, he can't bring my sister here, no one can. I turn around with tears forming in my eyes and start walking back to camp. why did I play when I new that I wouldn't see her? maybe it was the arrows almost piercing my skin, or something else, I don't know.
I walked back camp and in my cage and crawled in. I grabbed the door and was about close it when a hand grabbed the end to stop it, I looked up to see pan.
"What?" I mumbled he didn't say any thing " I'm in my caged, I played the game, what I do?"
" Hungry?" he asked, I just nodded I haven't eaten in a good 28 hours. he puts a hand out, I hesitant, but sigh and take it. he pulled me out and walked me to the camp fire, he let go of my hand and sat down on a log. he patted a spot for me to sit, I did.
They were passing some meat out, it looked like fish. it was on a stick, a boy put one in front of me, I toke it and tried to smile, but was to week to. he nodded and walked away, I looked to the fish on a stick in my hand.
" Gonna eat?" pan asked I shook my head " why not?" I sighed " eat" I shook my head, I turned to him and placed it in his hands, I walked away and back to my cage.
Right when I was about to crawl in something hit my back, it was sharp and painful. I feel to my knees and passed out

Pans P.O.V

I looked to the fish that she denied and handed it to the lost boys, in trying to be nice, she's just getting me mad. I teleported behind her and put my hand to her back. my hand rent threw her back, I could feel her heart in my hand. pulled it out as she fell to her knees, her head coming in contact with the ground. I looked in my hand, her heart was glowing purple, her power. the lost boys payed no mind, they were use to me killing girls that I would bring to the island.
I saw her memory's in her heart, good, but mostly sad and bad ones. I sighed, I bent over and put her heart back in her chest. I picked her up bridal style and began to walk to my tent. since we haven't made hers yet.

Sarah's P.O.V

~DREAM WORLD~

My chest hurt, like fire or a knife was in my heart. I screamed but no noise came out, darkness was all around me. I ran around but I kept hitting an invisible wall. I could fell the wall closing in and the air getting thicker, I coughed unable to breath much.
I banged on the walls demanding someone to let me out. water started to fill the room, it was all ready almost touching my knees. I banged on the door and screamed for help, only muffles came out. the water was now up to my neck.
I could start to see, I was in a large body of water. I could breath my head was being pushed more under water and something was choking me.
Everything was blurry but I was able to see what was pushing me and chocking me....
Pan

END OF DREAM

I jumped up out of the bed and fell down to the floor. I could hear someone shuffle the beds blankets. I was on my stomach and quickly and silently rolled under the bed. I held my breath as two feet jumped of the bed. I felt dry tears on my cheeks as new ones began to form in my eyes.
" Sarah?" pan called, I was still on my stomach facing the wall, the pillows where right above me, an pan was on my right " Sarah" he called again, he walked to the foot of the bed. I couldn't see his feet any more, he's behind me.
I closed my eyes and hoped he wouldn't find, I need to leave, I need to talk to Laura.
" Found you" I heard him whisper, my stomach turns and I yelp as my ankles are grabbed. I kick and swing my arms as he drags me out from under the bed.
Once he pulled me all the way out he flipped me over so I was one my back facing him. he was on his knees with a smirk on his face, my hair was covering my whole face, he tries to move my hair away with his hand but I smack it away and try to get up.
He holds me down by my shoulders until I stop trying to get away. I didn't want him seeing my teary face.
" Knock it off!" he growled I stop, I can't get on his bad side, he'll put me back in the cage or hit me again "better" he said he smiled and tries to move my hair out of my face again. I jerk my head to the side so he doesn't
"Let me go!" I say he grabs my jaw and turns me to look at him, I see his hand start to rise, ready to hit me "ok! please" I whisper his hand lowers and i see his upset face. I close my eyes, I can feel him moving my hair away. then, silence. his hand pulls away and I can feel the hair that was once covering my eyes gone.
I slowly open my eyes to see him looking at me. I push my self to sit up and look down.
" I'm sorry I made you cry" he said blankly I looked up at him and he sighed. he moves his hand up to my cheek I flinch a little but don't move away. he brushes a tear away an off my cheek
" I-it wasn't y-ou" I say I look back down
" Then why were you crying and freaking out?"
" Bad dream" I whisper but he hears me
" What'd you dream?"
" I don't want to talk about it"
" Sarah" I look up at him, his face is straight and showed no emotion. I sigh, should I lie?
" I, don't remember" I look back down
" You know... your the worst lier I've ever known" he laughed " come on, the truth"
" You were in my dream" I say I look up at him " drowning me"
" Sarah I-"
" I fell of the bed and when I heard you I was scared" I cut him off " so I rolled under the bed, when you found me, I freaked out because, I thought you were going to kill me. like in my dream"
" It was just a dream, I promise" he scoots next to me and slowly puts his arm around my shoulder, I was token back a little but didn't show it. " come on, let's go back to sleep, your going to be busy tomorrow" he gets up and offers a hand, I hesitate but take it. he smiled as he helps me up.
I walk to my side and he walks to his. we climb in bed at the same time, not saying anything.
It was still dark, but the sun would be rising soon.
What'd he mean by " your going to be busy tomorrow"?