Neverland, Heaven or hell

I have, what?

After breakfast pan offered me a tour of the island to get my mind off the dream. We walked down to the beach where I was found by pan, looking at the stars, and caught by pan because of that stupid mermaid.
We just walked in silence, I can't make a conversation, I'm awful at starting conversations!
" so. What do you think of Neverland" he asked I look up at him then to the water
" it's absolutely beautiful" I smiled " but, it's terrifying" he laughed
" how" it was my turn to laugh at him
" where do I began? First I was kidnapped and brought here, second I was almost drowned by a mermaid-"
He cut me off " well, that was your fault for running away"
" any way, third this island has a the most dangerous poison in man kind, I was locked up in a cage"
" wait, how do you know about dream shade? I never told you"
" what's a dream shade?"I asked
" the poison you just described, who told you about it? Only me, shadow, and the boys know about it" he stopped me and looked in my eyes, I could tell he was nervous and curious
" I-I don't know" I said and held my head, it started to hurt
" how?" He said getting inpatient
" p-pan" suddenly I fell to my knees but pan grabbed me before my face touched the sand
"Sarah? Sarah what's wrong" he ask bending down to my level
"My h-head" was all I could say before I passed out

Pans POV

" My h-head" she said before she closed her eyes. I shook her a little and when that didn't work I picked her up bridal style and began to run back to camp.
" pan! what's wrong?" Felix said at my side right when I walked in to camp. I passed him not worrying about his questions, and hurried to my tent. Felix waited outside as I put her down on my bed and try to wake her.
I looked for any sight of sickness, none. I put my hand on her forehead and checked her brain, she was talking about her head. Nothing, I walked out to let her rest, she would be up in a few hours.
I walked up to Felix an pulled him away so the others couldn't hear.
" she's fine, but, it's been woken up"I said Felix knew what I was talking about and nodded.
" what are we going to do?" He asked
" wait, it's the only thing we can" with that I walked away back to the tent.

Sarah's P.O.V

I woke up to the sound of music, I opened my eyes and tried to sit up. The pain in my head forced me down again. I looked to my left and saw pan playing a pipe with his eyes closed. I looked around, I was back in his tent? why? what happened?
"Well, good mourning" pan said drawing my attention back to him
" W-what happened?" I asked putting a hand to my head, it felt like a little troll was hitting my head over and over with a little hammer.
"You fainted,its perfectly normal because of what's happening" he said he walked up and grabbed a wooden plate with berets and bread, just like before " here, you need to build up your strength".
I toke them and said a quite thank you, he nodded and sat down next to me in a wooden chair.
" It's so strange, I felt fine one minute then the next, I'm out like a light" I mumble to myself
" You were trying to take in all of the new information, and you over whelmed" I nodded, it didn't make much sense to me but I went with it and started eating the food.
" my head still hurts" I said he sighed and walked to a cabinet, he opened it revealing multiple colorful glass's of liquid, but one looked more like dust, gold shiny dust.
He closed it and came back with a black thick liquid in a cup " here, drink this it'll make it go away" I took the cup in my hands.
I sniffed it, there was no smell to it. I stared at it, trying to see if he spiked it or something. I looked at him and raised my eyebrow.
" If I wanted to poison you, you would have been dead, you ate the food how do you know it wasn't poisoned?" He said coping by raising his eyebrow. it's true if he's had tons of chances to kill me or poison me.
I looked back down at the cup and slowly brought it to my lip, I gave him a small glance and drank it.It tasted awful, if death had a taste, it would be that. I put it down and sighed, trying to get the taste of it off my taste buds.
" here" he handed me a leaf, I raised my eyebrow " it taste just like mint" it was like he could read my mind
I toke it and bit a peace off, he was right it had the same flavor as mint would. I nibbled on it here and there until it was gone.
" Thank you" I said looking at my knees
" Your welcome, don't get use to me being helpful though. you should get some rest, when you wake up it'll be mourning" with that he blew some purple dust in my face. I grew sleepy and laid back down " good night" he said and everything went black