Neverland, Heaven or hell

The voice...

As we arrive back to the camp, the lost boys have already gone to sleep and pan went to his tent, leaving me alone. they have already put out the fire and cleaned up what was left from dinner. I haven't ate all day.
I walk to a near by bush where I see some raspberries and start to pick some. after getting a handful, I walk to log and eat them, while watching the stars and moon.
When I was done I looked over to see my cage, I walked over to it and tried opening the door, but it was locked tight. after a few minutes of trying to open the door and having no success, I walk to a tall tree and start to climb it.
I didn't want to sleep on the ground, To many creatures could get me.
After being at least 25 feet off the ground I climbed to thick branch and settled down.
I ended up falling asleep looking up at the distant stars.
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"Sarah!!" I jolted awake from a distant yell. I look down to see pan and the lost boys searching for something around the camp.
" Yeah!?" I called all heads snapped up to me. " what?" I hear sighs
" What the hell are you doing up there?" pan called
" There was no where else to sleep" I shrugged putting on an innocent face.
I heard him chuckle, he vanished and then teleported by my side on the branch.
" So, remember when you passed out after you mentioned the dream shade plants?" he asked I nodded " how did you know about that?" I shrugged and looked down.
" I don't know" I whispered I saw him glare at me in the corner of my eye
" Sarah" he growled
" Pan" I replied in a calm voice " see ya" I smiled I looked up at him and jumped off the tree. I heard he's calls but I blocked them out.
I watched as the ground grew closer and closer, I closed my eyes. but I didn't feel the ground hit me. I open them and see pan, holding me. we were flouting a foot above the ground.
" What was that?!" he asked I giggled
" A mourning rush" I jumped out of his grasp, landing on my feet.
I suddenly stop and everything goes silent, everyone was looking at me, I felt pan shake my shoulders and call my name. I went limp and fell to my knees, barley breathing, I just stared off listening to the voice.
' Run, you need to run now!!' It shouts in my head I look to everyone and get up. I get back up and back away, shrugging pans hands off my shoulders.
" Where?" I ask aloud to the voice, receiving strange looks from the boys but mostly pan
' Just run!' it screams, and I did just that, pushing everyone out of my way running straight ahead ' hurry!' I hear it call.
I hear pans voice calling me and multiple feet chasing me. I held a blank face, showing no emotion.
Then I crash in to something when it looked like the path was clear.
I look up to see, he looked confused and angry
He grabs my wrist, pulling me up and pushing me into a tree. I'm token back out of shock.
' No! run! get away!'
" I can't!" I yell pans face shows more confusion
" What? why'd you run?!" he asks
' He's going to hurt you! leave, get away!' it pesters
" Who are you?!" I yell tears forming in my eyes, god I'm pathetic!
" Sarah, who are you talking to?" Pans voice is worried and calm
' Get away!'
" Then will you leave?!" I scream
' Just go!' I did that and ran straight again...
" Sarah!" pan calls he pops up in front of me causing me to run in to him again " Sarah don't listen to the voice" his voice calm again
I look around, trying to find a way around him.
' I'll be back' the voice whispers/ hiss's I fall to the ground, laying on my side, holding my head and letting the tears if confusion fall.
Pan knelt down besides me " why did you run?" I look up to him
" It t-told me t-t-to" he sighs, then he wretches for something on his pocket
He pulled out some of the purple stuff that had put me to sleep a few days ago
He blows it in my face, a everything goes black.....

??? P.O.V

" I'll be back" I whisper/ hiss at her. she needs to get away from pan, he's just using her, and then he's going to kill her. just like all the other girls, they didn't last long though, before Sarah came, pan had Jessica. he said he loved her, but she ended up being killed by pan on her fourth week.
The fourth week was always when he would kill them, Sarah's been here just over a week. once I have her, I'll kill her, right in front of pan...

Sarah's P.O.V

I open my eyes, I was back in pans tent? how'd I get here?
' Aw! she's up' I hear pans voice say in my head. I look over and he was sitting on the end of the bed. he got up and walked to me, anger boiling in his eyes. his hand raised but before it could make contact with me, I roll over and fall off the bed, and on to the rough floor.
" You ran away! trying to leave us!" he booms, I began to tremble, cowering in to a corner
" I d-didn't mean t-to" I cry, I hate crying in front of pan or any one else really, it makes me feel weak
" Then what were you doing?!" he yells, I stay quite, afraid to say something that'll make him madder
' Why can't she behave like Wendy?!' I heard him question
"W-who's w-endy?" I ask
" Someone your gonna end up like, dead!" he walks out of the tent.
I sit there confused, when he mentioned Wendy, his mouth didn't move, and it sounded like it was really in my head?
Questions clouding my head, who's Wendy? how'd she died? why is pan so mad at me? who was the voice, and where was it trying to get me to go?
Pan popped back with an angry face and stalked closer to me. out of instinct, I cover my face with my hands. he roughly grabs my wrist and pulls me up, dragging my out of the tent.
" Let go!" I tell him his grip just tightens. he drags me to my cage and pushes me in. he slams the door shut, and locks it " I'm sorry!" I tell him he looks up at me
" Why'd you run?" he asks " I'll let you out if you tell me" I sigh I can't tell him, he'll think I'm crazy!
" How long do I stay in here if I don't tell you?" I ask
" How did you know about Wendy, AND the dreamshade, when I didn't tell or speak of that to you?" he encored my own question, so I returned the favor.
I turn my back on him and wait for him to leave, I peek over my shoulder to see his eyes flaming, and a sneer in his face
" I won't ask again, tell me or I'll make sure that's the last time you ever see your sister!" it caught me off gaurs and my heart rate quickens. " last chance" he taunts
I turn to him and nod, he smiles, knowing he won. he opens the door and pulls me out and brings me back to his tent.i sit down on his bed and he pulls a stool and sits right in front of me.
I'm silent for a while, but pan gets inpatient " well?" I sigh and hang my head
" What do you want to know?" I mumble
" First why'd you run, then how you found out about the dreamshade and Wendy"
" I ran because..." I sighed not really knowing what to say " I was, t-told to?" it came out more then a question then an answer
" No you weren't, now why'd you run?"
" I was told to! it told me to run, get away, it said that you were going to hurt me!" I blurt out " I have know idea how I knew about the dreamshade, I guess it just came out, a-and wendy.." I trailed off " you said why doesn't she behave like wendy"
His eyes had a mix of shock and confusion
" I never said that aloud, you, no! no! no this isn't right!" he got up and went to the cabinet with the weird colored dust and bottles. He turned to with a jar of, what looks like black ink. he walked up to me, toke of the top, and put two fingers in the jar.
I stared at him with a weird face as he puts them out and dabs the "ink" in my forehead.
In the reflection of the jar, I see the ink had turned a bright purple, and it was glowing, pans reaction is surprised, curious, and, worried?
I hurry and smear the substance off my head, I look at it, my eyes widened to see that it changed colors.
Half of it bright blue, the other half bright lava red. I look up to pan, he's eyes were wide with shock.
" What is this?" I ask looking back to the "ink"
" It's moons stones, crushed, and mix with liquid magic" he gets the jar and smears the, stuff back into the jar. " it tells you what your, abilities are" he puts it back in the cabinet and sits besides me on the bed, I give him a questioning look
" So the colors, were, doing what?"
" Showing what you have" he says
" Alright, so what do I have?" he pulls out a little pocket book and hands it to me, I raise an eyebrow
" It'll say in there" I look to the book then back at him.
I slowly turn to the book and open it. it showed rows of strange colors, some with sparkles in them. I turn the pages tell I see the same bright lava red color and the bright blue color.
To the right of the color had some writing on it, I read the blue first 'ability to control water, and ice' then I read the writing next to the red color 'ability to control fire'
I look to pan and he motions me to continue. I flip through another page or two before I found the glowing purple color ' ability to read and control minds'

Wait, what?!