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She wants me to apologize to a man who puts me in a category of who he loves
She wants me to apologize to a man who said he was going to mad at me until the day he dies
          She wants me to apologize to a man that made me stop eating because he makes fun of my weight
        She wants me to apologize to a man who said i was going to keep getting bigger and bigger if I keep eating
       She wants me to apologize to a man who makes me feel bad every time I have to wake him up to take me to work
     She wants me to apologize to a man who makes me cry all the time
       She wants me to apologize to a man who every time I go to a family reunion I get called an outsider and not apart of the family
        She wants me to apologize to a man who think it's funny to care about himself and the others
        She wants me to apologize to me and every time I try and do something says it's gonna be way too hard for me so I try to do it to make him happy but even when I pass with an A  he doesn't give a shit
       Sometimes I want to ask who do you love more your grandkids to me but I know the answer and I know I'd be disappointing but I always wonder when is it going to end
       He apologize by saying don't harm yourself well it's easier something done because I have to worry about what your next comment is going to be about my weight or my physical appearance
       I'm not ready to forgive someone who hurts me so bad it'll take me some time to forgive a man who hurts me all the time.

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