I can't refuse but I want to follow my heart I love him but arjhon asked me out I can't say no cause he's been there for me but In the same time I wanna say no cause I have someone that I love..I wanna be with the man I love but I don't want to hurt the man that use to be my shoulder when I'm so down use to be my shield when they were trying to break me apart I can't hurt him..but instead I hurt my self by not picking the guy I loved. - build
I know you were confused you still can't pick but I ask you out I was so selfish..I love you..but you love him I know you will pick him instead of me..I was there for you use to be your shoulder when you're so down use to be your shield when they were trying to break you apart..I did this because I want to make you feel my love.. everytime when I'm with you you were looking for him..I'm right in front of you but you're afraid to look at me.. - arjhon
"Babe wake up" - arjhon wake me up
I'm awake..why? - I asked
"Everyone was playing volley ball outside they were looking for you they want to play with you" - arjhon replied
I'll be there..in a minute tell them to wait for me - I said then stand up headed to the bathroom
"HEY BUILD OVER HERE LETS PLAY!!" - apo yelled
HEY! MINE MINE - I yelled as I try to spike the ball but instead I get hit in head and almost fell on the sand but someone cought me.. it's.. bible..
T-than-..
"Next time be careful you dumbass" - he said then walk away
"Hey phi are you ok?" - barcode asked and look at my head if I was fine
I'm fine barcode thank you - I answer and pat barcode head
"Babe are you alright?" - arjhon asked caring a icepack to put in my head
I'm fine babe..- I replied
"Babe babe babe ah~ ah~ " - job and bas teased me
You fucking bastard!!! - I said trying to kick his ass off
"Language Build we had a kiddo here" - Jeff said as he out his arms around barcode's shoulder
"Awh I'm not a kid anymore I'm 18!" - barcode said
"Are you guys like you know" - arjhon asked as he out the icepack on my head
"No" - Jeff said
"You guys kind of look like it" - apo said teasingly
"Isatt!" - Jeff said
"LANGUAGE!" - apo yelled
"Who wants grilled pork!" - mile asked us all of us run to get grilled pork
As I sat on the chair I saw bible talking to someone on the phone he looks mad..
"Do you think making me engaged with someone wasn't enough? And now you want me to cancel my contract? What do you want to happen?fine I'm telling this to dad so you guys can separate soon as impossible."
He's talking to his mom I guess while looking at him someone tap my shoulder it's arjhon
"Babe here a juice" - arjhon said then smile
Thank you..- I said then smile back
I'm so confused..I can't feel like loving him..maybe I can keep up with some act until..he get bored..and let me go..
"You know you can't force yourself to love me because your too scared to refuse.." - arjhon said and stand up
"You're just hurting yourself.." - he added and walk away.
I felt guilty..he knows that I don't love him.. you so dumb!..you are build you are..
"You know build loving someone and being loved with someone is a hardest thing ever cause you don't know who to pick and you can't see them get hurt.." - job said and pat my shoulder
"Everything will be alright buddy don't worry" - bas said as he pointed at my drinks to cheers with them
"Let us join" - apo said as barcode,Jeff,mile,and him sat with us and cheers our glass even though we're just drinking a juice
ARJHON
As I walked away you didn't even cared to stop me.. you're so lucky that someone was comforting you..my tears was falling down through my cheeks
As I walked i bump to someone..
"Oh I'm so sorry" - a boy voice as I look at him he's younger at me..
S-sorry it's my fault..- I replied
"Why are you crying?, You're a good looking guy but crying? That makes you ugly come on I tour you to the beach, by the way in Sam I'm from Russia and I'm 25 year old I'm a volunteer here" - he said he's a nosy guy
You're nosy - I replied as I follow him and wipe my tears..
BUILD
I was walking to go to our room but when I got there arjhon's things are not they're anymore looks like I'm sleeping alone should I sleep with bible?.. ughh my mind are so messed up
I lock my door and lay down.
Why does this place felt so empty.. - I said
Am I missing arjhon..but.. I didn't even love him.. maybe I was just sleepy.. I just need to rest I close my eyes
I woke up from noises outside I look at the time it's 12;30 am whats happening outside I rush outside I saw arjhon and bible fighting..mile and apo,Jeff and other guy trying to stop them..
"Isatt! You didn't even deserve to be with him! You were dating him and then kissing that freaking guy!" - bible said as he continues to punch arjhon
"You freaking bastard he doesn't even love me I was looking forward to break up with him!" - arjhon replied back as he push bible away
CAN YOU GUYS STOP! - I yelled
Bible I wanted to break up with arjhon and can you guys stop you were distracting their peaceful sleep here - I said
"Look I'm sorry..I just-" before bible continue it
If you weren't butting in this won't happen go back to your room - I said then walked out
I go back to my room and sleep again
I woke up it's morning already I packed my things and go outside the room
I see apo,mile, barcode,Jeff,bas,job, nodted waiting on the bus but I didn't see bible and arjhon
"Don't look for arjhon,arjhon left already" - apo said
"Sorry I over slept..." - bible said
We got on the bus I can see sadness on bible's eye,why does it felt so empty again..it's so quiet..
"Arjhon quit his job on the campus that's mean you're going back to your old room" - mile said
O-oh..o-ok.. - I said
"Don't worry phi it's nice to be back on your room so you and p'bible can make it up to each other cause we're gonna film the series tomorrow" - barcode said
"I'm excited this could be fun" - job
"And tiring" - bas
I just smiled and look at bible he's sitting alone to I want to go and sat next to him but I'm still confused as fuck..
We're arrived at the campus I headed back to our room..bible and my room i unpacked my things I sat next to bible with awkwardness..
L-look - before I could finish bible kissed me
"I miss you you idiot" - he said after kissing me then he hugged me
I hugged him back "I miss you too jerk - I said hr kissed me again
"EHEM.. hey there build you forget this hat" - apo said
Me and bible stop kissing this bitch ruin my moment.
