CHAPTER13 (Missing your cold touch)

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BIBLE

Since the night I kissed a girl it hurt me too yes..I kissed him and tell you that those kisses were lovely but trust me..I was doing this..for you..that girl was obsessed.. obsession on me..and it's hard when she threatening me telling that she would kill you if I won't be hers..she's selfish..that night when you saw me having fun with her..I didn't want it I was disgusted by my body cause I let someone touch it..you were at the hospital and I wanted to come..so bad..but when I was about to come I saw a 3 bad pull over and the girl came out and she pull out a gun saying "go there I'll kill him" it was threatening to believe but I don't want them to touch you..so I suffer sticking with her...she's manipulated..I can't believe I got manipulated by her and let myself losing you..your the best gift from me it was my birthday when you say yes..it was wonderful.. walking with you on night..,movie date..,ice cream date..,even milktea date...,I still remember when you accidentally spill your ice cream on my shirt... missing you so bad sometimes I was going out go to different spot where we date those places still has the spark of us.. everytime I'm with ..her I miss your cold touch..the food your cooking for me I miss it I wanted you back please come back..don't worry after this you'll be safe..we'll be together again..

BUILD

Your so dumb..I miss you..I miss you so much..Cled take me on fansy restaurant..it didn't even feel like a date..our places...I want to be there..I want you..I want you..not him..not them..just you..it's hurting me seeing you with her does this the end?..did I cross the line loving you?..you asked me out years ago..and I say yes to you on your birthday I wanted you to be happy so I said yes on your special day..I want your kisse hug..cuddle..date.. everything about you..I want it..I hate kissing someone..cause when I touch him it's felt like cheating on you..and it hurt..he take me to the part this Saturday I feel cold air he hold my hands I feel your cold touch when the wind passed by and I felt glimpse of us.. you're the most amazing person I ever met..your spoiled me with handmade gift all of them where on the safe place..I didn't want it to broke..

BIBLE

I wish I didn't have to did those..it's all for you ..I want you to be safe but I'm making you suffer from the pain I cause..they didn't hurt you..but I did and I blame myself from it..I want you to be safe..but instead I hurt you..I wanted to wash the upcoming movie with you...my heart drop when the doctor called me said..you have..a....Brain tumor..and you needed to get your operation December 1st on you needed to fly Thailand trough New York cause your doctor was there..so this isn't the only one..the doctor tell me everything you got hit by the car back then cause you were saving a friend..your a hero..my Bui...

BUILD

I.. miss you I wanted to feel your touch again.. I still remember when your hugging me in the back and I want that..every night I can't sleep until 4 am crying..saying how much I miss..you..your such an idiot..I miss when our first meet is in the studio..when we signed up for the kinnporsche series..haha.. I wanted to go back ...


"Your still in my heart my love.."- build

"I know you still love me..but I can't get back with you..she'll hurt you.. please wait 2 more months..we'll be together again..I'll fly with you on your surgery.."- bible

"Ilove you my idiot..""I love you too and still my baiben.."

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