I woke up in the middle of night I was at the bed of my new lover..but it didn't feel right the hug that I want wasn't this I want him...him..(bible)..not him...(Cled)
Hugs..kisses..if it was not him it felt so wrong..I felt cheating..
I got up and open the window I'm not the balcony.. staring at the city lights.. with a cold wind..
My love...bible..I really miss you..
Tears fell down.. the cold wind made my tears so cold..that it make my body shiver..
I was hoping to see him with open arms.. everytime I go home but instead I saw Cled my new lover I need to do this to forget him..but It hurt me..
I open my phone lot of messages from our friend..
Message•
APOOOL
08/22/22 8:00am
HEY BUILD!!!
build let's go out!!
08/27/22 2:00am
Still awake?? Can't sleep? Where are you wanna grab some coffee?
Calling•
Oi Bui"
Hmm?"
Where are you why are you still awake?"
I can't sleep I guess..?"
Let's grab some coffee?"
Sure.."
Meet me at ****"
Okay.."
I get ready to go out while I was heading out at the house Cled yelled
Oii build!! Where you going?"
Just grabbing coffee with my friend!"- I yelled back
He nodded
While walking to see apo a car stop
Heyy build!" - arjhon
H-hey?..
I saw you going out at my cousin's house"- he said
Wait..what?..
You mean Cled?..he's my boyfriend..- I said nervously
Great..- he said and drove off
I don't really mind it..my mind full of our memories..
Heyy build get in - apo said
Oh you didn't said you'll bring them too - I said
Yes they wanna come - apo said while driving
Dada whir wi guin?? - his baby asked
(Apo and mile adopted two babies)
Just treating uncle build coffee - apo said to them
I'm dozing off my head hurts it's spinning
A-..apo..
I open my eye once again..
BUILD!!!BUILD!!!BUILD!!!
I see apo worried face and hearing him yelled and hearing the babies crying
12 hours later
I woke up ..
W-..what happened?.- I asked apo and mile was sitting on the sofa at the hospital
The doctor said you haven't sleep that's why you passed out you know that was bad for your health.., and build you needed to stop drinking those pills..that wasn't your pills..and the operation date adjusted..it will be on October 4 - apo said.. looking down at the floor
Hey..I'll be fine apo..- I said faking smile..
The room door opened and Cled walked in with flowers..
He walked closer and kissed me on the head
Babe take some rest my father wants to meet you - he said in normal face..
I just nodded and he walked out again..
I was waiting to see bible..I was dying just to see him.. but he didn't show up all our friend came with flowers..but bible didn't even dare to show up..
The doctor tells me a shocking thing..about my health..
And I was dying here but he can't even show up..
It burn my heart...
The tears in my eyes were cold..
