I woke up in a hospital when I open my eyes the first person I saw is apo..
Apo..- i said trembling
"Build..you need to rest" - he said in cold face
Apo..wheres..bible?..- I ask
"With some girl.." - he said trembling
S-..stop lying apoo..- I said..
then he walk out 4 minutes then the doctor came in and said something shocking..
"I'm so sorry mr.jakapan.."
My vision become blurry..tears fell down through my cheeks to chin trembling body...
2days I was at the hospital bible didn't even dare to show up I delete all my social media accounts.. I go back to our house...once I walk In to the room I was in range and pain..I saw bible with the same girl In the bar making out in our bed... the bed we use to cuddle we use to sleep we use to love..as I watched my man moan as the girl making her feel the joy while I was suffering..I watched and listen to the moan that my man being feel good..
Tears begin to fall..heart begins to beat faster..hard to breathe i fell on my knees.. I saw bible look behind and saw me he begin to put her underwear back on..I came in my senses and get up and run outside.. he follows me..
"Buii..please listen I didn't mean to.."
You mean it bible..you did..
"no..I dont.."
That bed was ours bible..while I was suffering at the hospital there you are making out with some girl on our bed..
"I didn't mean to I'm sorry.."
You mean it I saw you feel good from her touch from her tongue..
"FINE!... I did I'm sorry.."
He hugged me on the back..
I gave all my trust...
"I'm sorry.."
I didn't fix things with him he move out at the same day.. as I walked back inside our house.. good,happy memories redo in my head..
In the kitchen when we used to cook we used to eat..
Tears keep falling down trembling knees make it hard to walk..
I walk inside are room... his perfume still on our room I kept seeing him.. even though he left.. I sat on the corner of the bed looking at ceiling.. tears dripping on the floor..pain going a cross my heart..thoughts making it worse...
I grab my phone and call apo..
Apo..
"Build.."
Apo..when will I get better?..
"You still need treatment.."
Then he hang up I close the doors and window trying to sleep.. every time I closed my eyes his bright smile making my eyes open..every time I cry..i can't breathe feels like I'm gonna die..it's hard to accept that he's not mine..
I close my eyes once more..
Its morning..
I get up and get ready and drive off even in my car... I keep seeing those bright eye...
Once I got to the company I saw you on holding her waist you look so fine..while I was there suffering at night..
I walk inside the meeting room
Apo was there mile,barcode,bas,job,jeff,tong,every one.. the eyes on me.. I sat down..everyone was silent..
I think they know it...
Once the meeting was gone everyone asked me to eat... I was relief that they were here for me we eat at hotpot..they treat me..
But when I got home..it felt empty..random thoughts again..
Everytime I look around I kept seeing him the trust I gave..was hard to accept..
(sorry my phone broke my phone was the only thing I used..)
