𝐊𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐎 感情 || 𝘥𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘦𝘳

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I WAS LURED BY A FLICKERING LIGHT — CHAPTER #27 — I MADE THE MEMORY FROM THE PAST COME ALIVE

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Little note:
Angst
Insinuations of depression (idk)
Very sad thoughts ☹️
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I, (L/N) (Y/N)... no, that's not right.

I, (R/N), am a normal person.

No more to add.

When I was little, my father passed away, and although I have no memories of him, his absence didn't cause me much pain. However, I must mention that my mother held immense love for him. She often described him as the epitome of a perfect husband. Whenever someone asks me to describe him, her deep affection is the first thing that comes to mind. Sadly, my father's life was cut short by a heart attack, a painful event that caused pain to my mother.

In the aftermath, I remained with my dear mother, who held a significant place in my life. Unfortunately, tragedy struck once more when she lost her life in a car accident. To me, she was an extraordinary and remarkable individual, yet her passing occurred in the most ordinary manner imaginable. It was an incredibly sorrowful experience.

Some people where nearby when the incident happened. They told me that she had her lasts words and that they could told them to me. I declined, not wanting to hear them. I know that if I heard her last words, the amount of sadness I would feel would be unbearable.

Following her death, circumstances led to the decision that I would live alone, as there was no one else to care for me. Since I was approaching my 18th birthday, it was deemed acceptable for me to handle life on my own. I took up various jobs to sustain myself, relying on the hard-earned money my mother had left behind. My routine involved attending school, which was nothing out of the ordinary.

That's right, I'm simply (R/N), an average and ordinary girl whose parents are no longer with me. There's nothing more to it, and nothing less.

I live as a civilian, an everyday individual like countless others.

As a student, I blend in among my peers, pursuing education in a normal and ordinary manner.

Being a girl, I experience life's ups and downs just like any other person of my gender.

In essence, I am (R/N), an ordinary person.

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Yes, I am normal. So fucking normal, in fact, that it's almost comical. I'm so incredibly normal that even breathing comes as second nature. I find joy in simple things like music, and I follow the normal routine of going to bed at night and sleeping like any other person. If you were to open a dictionary and search for the word "normal," you might very well find a picture of me. It's almost like being normal has become a hobby of mine. Did I mention that I'm fucking normal? Eating food and brushing my teeth are just a couple of the many ordinary things I do. People would describe me as regular, typical, and mundane—clearly, a normal individual—I'm so remarkably normal that one might even consider me average. When I wake up in the morning, I can't help but think, "Wow, I am undeniably fucking normal. So, so fucking normal." That's right. I'm normal. So fucking normal. So fucking normal. So fucking normal. Fucking normal. Fucking normal. Fucking normal. Normal. Normal. Normal. Normal. 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