Dear readers, I apologize as this is not related to the story but I'd simply like to vent.
I've been feeling down recently but unable to cry, just a deep sadness but this has pushed me over the edge.
I'm having a hard time getting up right now, my chest feels heavy, my eyes locked in a trance, I can feel my face wince in pain and let a tear fall down my cheek. I'm looking at the picture they sent, they're together, in this new environment, in this new chapter of our lives. They're gonna make so much memories, bond till dark, hangout everyday, play inside jokes I'll never be apart of and ultimately become closer in so many different special little ways.
And I'm not.
Moving away, why do you hurt so much?
But there's nothing I can do but take that step, collect my clothes and shoes, put them into boxes- my last boxes. To be moved away. I chose to go to this school in the city, away from the province, I chose this for the betterment of my future, but was this better for my health? It'll be like the first year of highschool all over again, and I was "fine", I didn't really have any friends for most of that year and I was alone alot. So my friends aren't that worried about me but I wish they worried alot... Oh well,
I guess I was more of a lone wolf anyways.
I've just gotten to know you, and I'm already saying goodbye.
happy first day of school, my beloved friends.
and just like that, all my friends are online now.
YOU ARE READING
I liked you, I like you, and I will like you
Cerita Pendek"no matter what I do, it all just keeps coming back to you" I'm writing for my love, or beloved for better term. Who will never see these but I'd like to express my emotions and share these feelings with the world and hopefully make them feel someth...
